Chapter 1045
Why do you still hold me and refuse to let go?
Chapter 1045 Why do you still hold me and refuse to let go?
Jiang Lai turned slightly and met his gaze, "Lu Shiyan, you clearly know that we have no results, why do you still hold me and refuse to let go? Such a result will only make us both tired."
Lu Shiyan stared at her for a long time with his dark eyes, and he heard the deep voice, "So, you are very tired now?"
Jiang Lai's hand beside him suddenly tightened a little, and his heart seemed to be clenched.
Her knuckles were slightly white, her eyes were facing the man's deep eyes, and there was no change in expression on her face, "Well, I'm very tired."
She was tired and had to fight with the two selves in her head every day.
One hoped that she would forgive him and be with him according to her heart.
One warned her not to be a fool. She didn't have a father or a child, so how could she love and stay with him with peace of mind?
In fact, after returning to China, her brain nerves were torn by two invisible hands almost every night, causing her insomnia from the pain all night long.
She is a coward. She is afraid that her conscience will be condemned if she is really with him.
Therefore, she has no way to accept him with peace of mind.
Separation is the best choice for each other.
However, her heart couldn't let him go.
So, after he was accidentally injured by her high heels, she still chose to go back to this place with him.
Taking care of him for a month, he made this excuse for her, so why didn't she make it for herself?
Lu Shiyan didn't put a knife on her neck, she was the one who came back with him willingly.
However, the longer she stayed with him, the more guilty she felt.
The death of her father was a thorn in her heart.
As long as this thorn is not pulled out, the two of them cannot be together.
"Xiao Lai, it's you who stretched yourself too tight." Lu Shiyan stared at her dull side face, something was stirring in his eyes, "I won't shirk the responsibility that should be borne by me, so don't embarrass yourself."
His words were very soft, but every word was like a needle softly piercing into her heart.
When piercing it in, it doesn't seem to hurt, but when it's submerged into the flesh and blood, the tingling sensation follows like a shadow.
She reluctantly pulled the corner of her mouth, "Anyone can tell the truth."
However, if she doesn't embarrass herself, who can she embarrass?
him?
After all, she couldn't bear it after all.
In the end, it can only be pain for both of them.
Rather than torturing each other like this, it would be better to cut them off with one knife.
Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.
Lu Shiyan knew that the knot in her heart would not be untied overnight.
Therefore, he used this foot injury to buy himself a month's time.
The future is long, and he doesn't have to be in a hurry.
The two of them didn't talk any more in a tacit understanding, they just stood there silently, watching Lu Yanbai having fun under the swing.
Twilight falls, night falls.
The night breeze also gradually carried a bit of coolness, Lu Shiyan looked at the little guy sitting under the swing, and called her softly, "Yanbai, it's time to go back and take a bath."
In the conversation just now, the reason why he didn't mention Lu Yanbai was because he didn't want to put more pressure on Jiang Lai through his daughter.
In his mind, he didn't want Jiang Lai to wrong himself to be with him just for the sake of the child.
Of course, even if he said it, she probably wouldn't do it.
Because, she has never been the character who will make herself wronged.
When Lu Yanbai heard the man's words, he jumped off the swing lightly, "Come on!"
She happily ran to the wheelchair, looked down at the man's right foot covered with thick plaster, "Dad, does your foot still hurt?"
Jiang Lai: If you want to love but can't, the baby feels bitter...
(End of this chapter)
Jiang Lai turned slightly and met his gaze, "Lu Shiyan, you clearly know that we have no results, why do you still hold me and refuse to let go? Such a result will only make us both tired."
Lu Shiyan stared at her for a long time with his dark eyes, and he heard the deep voice, "So, you are very tired now?"
Jiang Lai's hand beside him suddenly tightened a little, and his heart seemed to be clenched.
Her knuckles were slightly white, her eyes were facing the man's deep eyes, and there was no change in expression on her face, "Well, I'm very tired."
She was tired and had to fight with the two selves in her head every day.
One hoped that she would forgive him and be with him according to her heart.
One warned her not to be a fool. She didn't have a father or a child, so how could she love and stay with him with peace of mind?
In fact, after returning to China, her brain nerves were torn by two invisible hands almost every night, causing her insomnia from the pain all night long.
She is a coward. She is afraid that her conscience will be condemned if she is really with him.
Therefore, she has no way to accept him with peace of mind.
Separation is the best choice for each other.
However, her heart couldn't let him go.
So, after he was accidentally injured by her high heels, she still chose to go back to this place with him.
Taking care of him for a month, he made this excuse for her, so why didn't she make it for herself?
Lu Shiyan didn't put a knife on her neck, she was the one who came back with him willingly.
However, the longer she stayed with him, the more guilty she felt.
The death of her father was a thorn in her heart.
As long as this thorn is not pulled out, the two of them cannot be together.
"Xiao Lai, it's you who stretched yourself too tight." Lu Shiyan stared at her dull side face, something was stirring in his eyes, "I won't shirk the responsibility that should be borne by me, so don't embarrass yourself."
His words were very soft, but every word was like a needle softly piercing into her heart.
When piercing it in, it doesn't seem to hurt, but when it's submerged into the flesh and blood, the tingling sensation follows like a shadow.
She reluctantly pulled the corner of her mouth, "Anyone can tell the truth."
However, if she doesn't embarrass herself, who can she embarrass?
him?
After all, she couldn't bear it after all.
In the end, it can only be pain for both of them.
Rather than torturing each other like this, it would be better to cut them off with one knife.
Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.
Lu Shiyan knew that the knot in her heart would not be untied overnight.
Therefore, he used this foot injury to buy himself a month's time.
The future is long, and he doesn't have to be in a hurry.
The two of them didn't talk any more in a tacit understanding, they just stood there silently, watching Lu Yanbai having fun under the swing.
Twilight falls, night falls.
The night breeze also gradually carried a bit of coolness, Lu Shiyan looked at the little guy sitting under the swing, and called her softly, "Yanbai, it's time to go back and take a bath."
In the conversation just now, the reason why he didn't mention Lu Yanbai was because he didn't want to put more pressure on Jiang Lai through his daughter.
In his mind, he didn't want Jiang Lai to wrong himself to be with him just for the sake of the child.
Of course, even if he said it, she probably wouldn't do it.
Because, she has never been the character who will make herself wronged.
When Lu Yanbai heard the man's words, he jumped off the swing lightly, "Come on!"
She happily ran to the wheelchair, looked down at the man's right foot covered with thick plaster, "Dad, does your foot still hurt?"
Jiang Lai: If you want to love but can't, the baby feels bitter...
(End of this chapter)