Chapter 20
Unraveling the Knots in Your Heart, Loving What You Love
"What did you say?"
Qian Renxue was shocked!
She thought her younger brother would comfort her, but little did she know…
That heartless brat actually called her stupid!
In an instant, Qian Renxue's temper flared up.
She was so heartbroken!
Just as Qian Renxue's anger was about to overwhelm her "reason," she said, "Sister, I don't think you need to waste your energy on yourself."
The sound was like a bucket of cold water being poured over it.
Qian Renxue seemed to be directly controlled, staring blankly at Ouyang Ling, clearly stunned for a few seconds, which made Ouyang Ling secretly breathe a sigh of relief.
It’s too thrilling!
He just thought he was going to die!
He wasn't sure if it was just his imagination, but the anger seemed almost tangible, and he could even vaguely see a demon appearing behind Qian Renxue.
Fortunately, he spoke quickly and made it in time.
Just then, Qian Renxue recovered her senses and asked:
"What did you just say?"
"I told you there's no need for you to waste your time on yourself," Ouyang Ling repeated, her tone serious.
Before Qian Renxue could ask another question, he continued, "Sister, so what if you're not recognized by that Pope? No matter what happened, have you ever done anything to wrong her since you were little? No. But what about her? Not only did she hate you, but she didn't even raise you; she just gave birth to you."
He gave her some time to think, then continued, "Perhaps she has her own reasons, perhaps her hatred stems from the mistakes of the previous generation, but ultimately you haven't done anything wrong. However, if she wants to hate, let her hate; that's her own right."
"As for you, sister..."
At this point, Ouyang Ling paused for a moment.
But even with this pause, Qian Renxue felt extremely anxious. She stared at Ouyang Ling without making a move.
"As for what I am? Tell me quickly!"
"This might be a little hard for you to accept."
Ouyang Ling didn't know Qian Renxue's true thoughts, so he had to give her a heads-up.
"It's okay, just tell me! I can handle it!"
You're the one who told me to say this.
Taking a deep breath, Ouyang Ling's expression turned solemn.
"Sister, just pretend this mother never existed!"
To be honest, that's exactly what Ouyang Ling thought.
As for Bibi Dong sacrificing herself to save Qian Renxue in the finale...
I'm sorry, these kinds of things are hard to explain. Perhaps it was a pang of conscience, or perhaps it was a surge of maternal love...
But in Bibi Dong's heart, hatred for Qian Renxue definitely accounted for 90%. As for the last 10%, perhaps it was because of blood ties, or because of conscience... anyway, it's hard to say.
But is that more than 10%?
Not much.
Moreover, during Qian Renxue's childhood, the emotional damage inflicted on her by Bibi Dong was no less than the loss of her life.
Don't assume that a mother necessarily loves her child!
In Ouyang Ling's previous life, there were quite a few similar incidents.
So his suggestion was for Qian Renxue to treat Bibi Dong as her biological mother, or to be more radical, to not treat her at all.
For example, the current radical approach is also the space that Ouyang Ling left for Qian Renxue to "negotiate" with herself internally.
"Just pretend this mother never existed?"
Qian Renxue was stunned, but quickly regained her senses.
Because she was really disappointed, she openly started calling that person "sister".
But if she had to make a mental severance, this conflicting feeling instantly welled up in Qian Renxue's heart.
It's not that I'm reluctant to let go, but rather that I'm fixated on it.
finally,
She looked to Ouyang Ling for help.
Ouyang Ling: "..."
You're still looking at me?
After a moment of silence, she said, "Sister, it's really not a big deal to not have a mother. Look at me, I don't even know who my parents are. But do I care? I'm still alive and well."
Having said that, before Qian Renxue, who was in a sentimental state, could show a sympathetic look, Ouyang Ling changed the subject.
"Although I don't have a mother, I still have people who love me. Like everyone in the village, and you, sister. So sister, you are not alone. Your grandfather loves you, your godfathers love you, and I love you too."
"Since that's the case, when you feel heartbroken because your mother hates you, why not think more about those who love you? Put your love into those who love you. As for that Pope's mother..."
Ouyang Ling's pupils reflected Qian Renxue's eyes as he uttered the final sentence, "I've heard a saying that I find very true: 'To give birth and not raise, one can repay with a severed finger; to raise before giving birth, one can never repay in a hundred lifetimes.'"
"Those who love me..."
"To give birth and not raise, even a severed finger can be repaid..."
At this moment, Qian Renxue kept repeating two sentences, her entire being seemingly possessed. These eight words became a seed, rapidly taking root and sprouting in her heart, soon to break through the soil…
Ouyang Ling just watched without stopping it.
As she recited those two sentences faster and clearer, Qian Renxue's dim pupils lit up, as if they had regained their light.
"That's right!"
Qian Renxue suddenly stood up, took a few steps forward, and then returned to the bedside, looking at Ouyang Ling.
"Xiao Ling, you're right! I don't care about her anymore!" At that moment, it was as if she had broken free of the shackles in her heart.
"Since she hates, let her hate! I have my grandfather, my other godfathers, and you, Little Zero. As for that woman… ha—" A cold smile crept across her lips. "I will take control of the Heaven Dou Empire, not to earn her respect and to help her strengthen the Spirit Hall, but so that the world will be mine to rule!"
It really works!
While feeling moved, Ouyang Ling was also surprised.
Is your own verbal persuasion really that effective?
He had only intended to start something, then let Qian Renxue take her time to weigh the pros and cons before making a final decision. Who would have thought it would be done so easily?
That's too fast!
It seems that Sister Xue'er is indeed extremely dissatisfied. But regardless, it's a good thing that she can resolve her inner conflict. Why make things difficult for herself over something like this?
In the future, it will just be a fight!
"Sister Xue'er, are you feeling better now?" Seeing that Qian Renxue had vented enough, Ouyang Ling spoke up at the right time.
"It's definitely much better."
At that moment, her gaze towards Ouyang Ling was unusually gentle, but the next second her mind cleared up.
Wait, what did she just do?
It seems like she was comforted by her younger brother.
That said, are all kids this age this amazing? They could practically teach adults.
Qian Renxue, who considered herself an adult: "..."
wrong!
I think my younger brother is the only exception.
He shook his head, banishing these distracting thoughts from his mind. Then, changing the subject, he said, "By the way, Xiao Ling, remember to change how you address someone when you're out. Call him 'Brother Xue,' not 'Sister Xue'er.'"
Ouyang Ling: "..."
Why did you suddenly bring this up?
Although it was strange, I didn't ask any further questions.
"no problem."
For the rest of the time, Qian Renxue didn't let Ouyang Ling leave. Perhaps because of the frank conversation and guidance, Ouyang Ling seemed to feel that their relationship was more reliable than before.
As for why I say that…
"Sister Xue'er, who are you writing a letter to?" Ouyang Ling peeked at the private letter, but not too far. Not only was he not stopped, but Qian Renxue even openly displayed the letter.
"For my grandfather and godfathers." Qian Renxue picked up her pen and wrote down word by word. The content was extensive but full of warmth and cheesiness, which was somewhat unlike her usual style.
"Xiao Ling, you're right. Perhaps I should have paid more attention to those who already loved me. But I seem to have forgotten, isn't that a terrible mistake?"
Ouyang Ling simply said:
"It's not too late now."
Qian Renxue smiled gently, "You're right."
That smile instantly stunned Ouyang Ling. So beautiful, so gentle, so… it seemed like Sister Xue'er gave off a comforting feeling from the inside out.
Thinking of this, the corners of his mouth turned up slightly.
This is pretty good, isn't it?
As the words leaped off the page, each one brimming with emotion. Qian Renxue sealed the letter, then put on Xue Qinghe's mask again, and walked confidently outside, holding up the letter.
"Someone come here."
Ouyang Ling, standing behind her, saw a dark shadow flash by in front of her, and a Soul Master appeared in front of Qian Renxue.
After receiving the letter, Qian Renxue's voice was heard, "Deliver this letter to the High Priest."
"Yes, young master."
The dark shadow flashed and disappeared again.
"He's gone?"
"I'm gone."
Qian Renxue entered the room and closed the door again.
"Xiao Ling, are you going back?"
Upon hearing this, Ouyang Ling asked, "Are you busy?"
Qian Renxue nodded slightly, "After Xue Qinghe was named Crown Prince, he has to handle many affairs every day."
Just thinking about it gives her a headache.
"To be honest, I don't even have much time to cultivate."
Ouyang Ling shook his head. "It's not worth it."
"Who can argue with that?"
Qian Renxue forced herself to cheer up, "But to control the Heavenly Dou Empire, this is what I must do. It's a pity..." Recalling the empire's current state, and those nobles...
No! The more I think about it, the more my head aches!
"I have too many worries."
In front of Ouyang Ling, Qian Renxue complained as she pleased.
Upon hearing this, Ouyang Ling stroked his chin.
After hesitating for a moment, he finally spoke when Qian Renxue noticed that Ouyang Ling was silent and turned her gaze towards him:
"Perhaps I can give you some advice."
Upon hearing this, Qian Renxue immediately found it absurd.
"Huh? You?"