Chapter 548
548
Chapter 548 [565]
"Fuck, can you change the song?"
Zhang Heng, who seemed very calm, immediately exploded when he heard this song, and shouted at Ren Fan. Ren Fan turned around and cursed something, but he couldn't hear it clearly, but he still cut the song.
Zhang Heng sighed, ignored Ren Fan, and looked at Lin Xuan with resentful eyes like a young woman who was dissatisfied with desire, "I never knew how to get along with girls when I was young, and I hardly talked to girls when I was in school. If you play professionally and train every day, you will have no chance to deal with girls."
Wang Sheng was too lazy to listen to Zhang Heng's rambling anymore, so he went to Ren Fan's place to order songs. He and Ren Fan had obviously listened to Zhang Heng talk about it. Zhang Heng, who was a little drunk, said with a smile: "Isn't it already the number one?"
"What's the first term? I'm not as good at teasing girls as you are. It's just to see when I have spare money."
Zhang Heng laughed at himself. Looking at Lin Xuan's puzzled expression, he shrugged his shoulders calmly and casually, "Periphery, you should have heard of this, right? There are many young models, or students at school, including some starlets." , I can introduce you to a middleman, the resources in his hands are of good quality..."
"Farewell, you'd better keep it to yourself."
Lin Xuan was a little speechless. He originally thought that Zhang Heng had a habit of communicating with fans in depth, but he didn't expect to seek outsiders. This understands why Ren Fan would call him what he deserves. Although there is a reason for existence, this thing is really not advocated. .
Zhang Heng took a wine bottle and poured Lin Xuan a glass of wine, then filled it up for himself, raised his glass to Lin Xuan, threw his neck back to kill him, and asked, "Do you know how Song Jia and I met?"
"do not know."
Lin Xuan put down his cup and shook his head. Seeing Zhang Heng's strange expression, a thought flashed across his mind, his eyes suddenly became strange, and he said in disbelief: "It can't be..."
"That's right..."
Zhang Heng leaned back and let out a long sigh of relief by leaning on the sofa. Although he tried his best to look calm, how could Lin Xuan not see his unnaturalness? awkward.
It's just that he's in a bad mood right now, and it's probably not the first time he's told someone, so he can still laugh, but the taste of self-deprecation is very strong, and then it looks like he recalled the situation at that time, Lin Xuan didn't speak, just maintained a posture of a listener, waiting for Zhang Heng to continue.
"I don't know how to get along with girls, including the outskirts, the red-light district and so on. I heard others say it. I always thought it was a legendary existence. Do you know that, and then I was taken away by Brother Kun..."
When Zhang Heng said this, he grabbed a few melon seeds and threw them on Wang Sheng's body. Wang Sheng turned around and scolded: "Shit, then it's obviously you who want to go, labor and management see that you are sorry for helping you, and besides, you f---ing at the beginning When we confirmed our relationship with Song Jia, he didn't tell us that we met in bed."
"Fuck your sister!"
Zhang Heng scolded angrily, then turned around and continued to tell Lin Xuan about his love process, "At the beginning, when I saw the picture of the girl I introduced on WeChat, I liked her very much, and the person who introduced the information at that time I told you at the time that I was a newcomer, this is my first time doing this..."
"Then why do you believe it? It's the first time for this person to do it, but what about others?" Wang Sheng interrupted Zhang Heng's words again.
"Can you stop singing?"
Zhang Heng didn't trouble Wang Sheng, but scolded Ren Fan, who was singing "Miss Dong", probably because a certain line of the lyrics touched Zhang Heng's very sensitive nerves at this time.
Ren Fan didn't bother with Zhang Heng, and asked Wang Sheng to cut the song for himself, but when Zhang Heng saw the title of the song "I Have a Promise with the Grassland" that popped up below, he grabbed another handful of melon seeds and threw them over, " Can you sing some normal songs?"
No need for Ren Fan to say, Wang Sheng continued to cut the song, this time it was "Qing Huan Jing Shi Song", Zhang Heng finally calmed down, just scolded "men sing girls' songs all day long", and then continued to drink with Lin Xuan .
In the late autumn weather, these guys are still drinking cold beer. After drinking it, their chest and abdomen are cold. Lin Xuan actually wants to drink some liquor at the moment, but the protagonist tonight is Zhang Heng. What he wants to drink, he will naturally If he had no objection, he clinked glasses with him again and killed him in one gulp.
"call……"
Zhang Heng let out a heavy breath, sucked his nose, and continued to say to Lin Xuan: "Actually, it's not like I haven't looked for a pretty one before, but I didn't feel that way... You should have seen her, right?"
Lin Xuan nodded.
Zhang Heng continued: "She was not like this at the time, she was much cleaner than now, she looked clean, very pure, like a beautiful girl in school, of course, she was really not yet Graduation. Later..."
Probably because the alcohol affected his thinking, or because of his mood, Zhang Heng's eyes were a little distracted. He didn't know whether he was organizing his words or organizing his thoughts, and he didn't say anything for a long time. In the huge box, there was only Ren Fan's passionate and high-pitched version of "Clear "Happy Police World Song" is reverberating
Don't be ignorant of your own heart, don't make others' faults public
Careful socializing without worries, patient and easy to negotiate
The hard crossbow string is always broken first, every time it is hard, the knife edge is easy to hurt
Right and wrong don't need to argue with each other, why should each other talk about short and long
……
Zhang Heng finished reminiscing and said: "It seemed to be afternoon at that time. I picked him up at the elevator entrance. He was wearing a pink skirt and had long hair. He was very beautiful... I didn't dare to ask if it was her. Later, when I got to the room, she took off all her clothes. I still have the feeling that I dare not touch her..."
Lin Xuan asked with a smile, "You really didn't touch it?"
Zhang Heng said with a smile: "How is that possible? I still know why I came here... Well, it was originally said to be once, but then I changed it to stay overnight. I talked a lot during dinner together at night. The next morning When I woke up, for the first time, I felt…”
He scratched his head and thumped it twice, "I don't know what to say, anyway, that feeling... just that I don't feel like a passerby like before... Can you understand?"
"I probably understand."
Lin Xuan nodded and smiled again, "Do you think that you are looking for so many people, including Brother Kun to take you... Well, entering the industry is all because of waiting for her to appear?"
He was joking, but Zhang Heng thought about it seriously, and then said: "That's not true. I didn't think about it that much at the time, but now that I think about it, it's pretty much the same idea."
"and after?"
"later……"
Zhang Heng was in a short-lived state again, and then quietly said: "At that time, Sky had just been relegated, but our treatment was not affected, and there were bonuses from previous competitions, and I had a lot of money in my hand. Anyway, looking for her is enough. I was too embarrassed to say anything else, so I continued to let her accompany me... Then on the third day, she asked me if I would dislike her if I wasn't her next boyfriend... At that time she told me, It’s just that I had a boyfriend when I was a freshman, and I broke up with him for more than a year, and then I was short of money, so I did this with my classmates, and I wanted to be emergency.”
Lin Xuan has no intention of judging whether this is true or not, but he is well aware of the inertia of people. The so-called emergency may be true, but most of those who do it temporarily because of emergency will end up stuck and unable to get out.
Many illegal acts are actually similar to this. After experiencing an easy and quick way to make money, it is difficult to maintain a normal mind and do other work.
In many cases, once the psychological defense line is opened, it is difficult to block it again, just like a flood bursting its embankment. How easy is it to rebuild the embankment in the torrent of desire?
"The relationship was confirmed later?"
Zhang Heng thought for a while, and said in a daze: "I don't know. In fact, for a long time, I didn't know what our relationship was. Anyway, she said that she didn't pick up other people's money, and she didn't take money from me. Then I don't know." Since when, when she's around other people around me, she's been my girlfriend."
Lin Xuan nodded to express his understanding. From Zhang Heng's narration and self-confession, he can probably also understand his lack of emotional handling. In fact, this lack has nothing to do with innateness, and it is not considered slow. Use "childish" "It's more appropriate to describe it. In the final analysis, it is the blank caused by too little dealing with the opposite sex since childhood.
People often like to use "goddess" to describe a girl. This definition is more often aimed at male psychology. In fact, boys who really regard goddesses as goddesses basically have little hope of chasing them. Take a step back In other words, even if you catch up, if you can't correct this mental imbalance in time, you will separate sooner or later.
Some people say that being evenly matched is the best state in your emotional life. It’s hard to say whether this is true, but an unbalanced emotional state is indeed difficult to last for a long time, and finding emotional balance is the most important thing.
And Zhang Heng...
Lin Xuan could almost imagine the linear diagram of Song Jia's process of moving herself up from a relatively low position step by step.
"In fact, for a long time, I never doubted her, and I was really happy at the beginning. I was not a person who knew how to live. I was very rough... Then I bought clothes, dressed them, and lived Supplies, everything, she buys for me, even every time I go home, she buys for me..."
Zhang Heng's words confirmed Lin Xuan's conjecture. He waited for Zhang Heng to finish recalling the beautiful and happy past before asking: "What happened next?"
Zhang Heng was silent for a while, then smiled self-deprecatingly, "I saw her video on a website."
Lin Xuan was stunned for a moment, then looked at Zhang Heng's expression, reacted, and subconsciously wanted to ask what website, after thinking about it, he felt that Zhang Heng could easily misunderstand his intention, so he nodded clearly, did not make a comment, and waited. Zhang Heng continued talking.
"Just last month, you should have just returned from Paris in the two days... She said she did it a few times before she met me, and she didn't know that it was photographed. She was worried that I would look down on her and didn't tell me. of……"
Zhang Heng let out a breath, stared at Lin Xuan bitterly and said: "I forgave her later."
Ren Fan, who was singing, turned around and scolded "stupid", Zhang Heng ignored him, poured himself a glass of wine and downed it in one gulp.
Lin Xuan had no choice but to pick up the cup to accompany him to drink, put down the cup, patted Zhang Heng on the shoulder and said: "It's nothing, in fact, sometimes, people who make mistakes and correct them know how to cherish them more. For such a long life, you have to look backwards." look."
"fart!"
Zhang Heng scolded, "That happened last month, do you know why I brought you over for a drink today?"
"why?"
"I told her to go to the base for training today. Didn't your classmate come for a trial training? Then I didn't go, just wanted to see what she would do."
Lin Xuan didn't correct the fact that Liu Handong was not his classmate, and asked, "And then?"
Zhang Heng stretched out his finger and pointed to Wang Sheng, who had just looked over there, and laughed so hard that he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, "Do you know that this scum is called Wang Sheng, and we are calling him brother Kun?"
Lin Xuan shook his head.
"As long as he has time, he will date, fans, strangers, outsiders, and he is hardly picky..."
Wang Sheng was a little embarrassed. He probably wanted to explain to Lin Xuan, but he didn't know how to explain it. He became angry from embarrassment, "Didn't you say it's better not to mention this? You still exchange names when you're dating. How do you know if you haven't met?" It's Song Jia..."
"Why don't you look at the photos?"
"How many times have I explained it to you! Now in this society, I will give you photos, so you can meet and get the right number? Besides, I didn't look at the photos! I didn't look at the photos! I said Langzi introduced it. I was guaranteed that she was a beautiful woman, and I still looked at the fart. Besides, when we were chatting, Song Jia beat me to death and didn’t post photos. Even if you beat me to death, I wouldn’t think it was her. What kind of..."
"Fuck you paralyzed!"
"Alright, alright!"
Seeing that the two were about to fight, Ren Fan and Lin Xuan had no choice but to interrupt, Zhang Heng scolded: "If you didn't run away after meeting, labor and management will kill you tonight..."
"Aren't you finished? I didn't even touch her with a finger, okay?"
"How dare you?"
"Have you guys broken up now? Believe it or not, labor and capital are going to chase her... look at who is so stupid..."
(End of this chapter)
"Fuck, can you change the song?"
Zhang Heng, who seemed very calm, immediately exploded when he heard this song, and shouted at Ren Fan. Ren Fan turned around and cursed something, but he couldn't hear it clearly, but he still cut the song.
Zhang Heng sighed, ignored Ren Fan, and looked at Lin Xuan with resentful eyes like a young woman who was dissatisfied with desire, "I never knew how to get along with girls when I was young, and I hardly talked to girls when I was in school. If you play professionally and train every day, you will have no chance to deal with girls."
Wang Sheng was too lazy to listen to Zhang Heng's rambling anymore, so he went to Ren Fan's place to order songs. He and Ren Fan had obviously listened to Zhang Heng talk about it. Zhang Heng, who was a little drunk, said with a smile: "Isn't it already the number one?"
"What's the first term? I'm not as good at teasing girls as you are. It's just to see when I have spare money."
Zhang Heng laughed at himself. Looking at Lin Xuan's puzzled expression, he shrugged his shoulders calmly and casually, "Periphery, you should have heard of this, right? There are many young models, or students at school, including some starlets." , I can introduce you to a middleman, the resources in his hands are of good quality..."
"Farewell, you'd better keep it to yourself."
Lin Xuan was a little speechless. He originally thought that Zhang Heng had a habit of communicating with fans in depth, but he didn't expect to seek outsiders. This understands why Ren Fan would call him what he deserves. Although there is a reason for existence, this thing is really not advocated. .
Zhang Heng took a wine bottle and poured Lin Xuan a glass of wine, then filled it up for himself, raised his glass to Lin Xuan, threw his neck back to kill him, and asked, "Do you know how Song Jia and I met?"
"do not know."
Lin Xuan put down his cup and shook his head. Seeing Zhang Heng's strange expression, a thought flashed across his mind, his eyes suddenly became strange, and he said in disbelief: "It can't be..."
"That's right..."
Zhang Heng leaned back and let out a long sigh of relief by leaning on the sofa. Although he tried his best to look calm, how could Lin Xuan not see his unnaturalness? awkward.
It's just that he's in a bad mood right now, and it's probably not the first time he's told someone, so he can still laugh, but the taste of self-deprecation is very strong, and then it looks like he recalled the situation at that time, Lin Xuan didn't speak, just maintained a posture of a listener, waiting for Zhang Heng to continue.
"I don't know how to get along with girls, including the outskirts, the red-light district and so on. I heard others say it. I always thought it was a legendary existence. Do you know that, and then I was taken away by Brother Kun..."
When Zhang Heng said this, he grabbed a few melon seeds and threw them on Wang Sheng's body. Wang Sheng turned around and scolded: "Shit, then it's obviously you who want to go, labor and management see that you are sorry for helping you, and besides, you f---ing at the beginning When we confirmed our relationship with Song Jia, he didn't tell us that we met in bed."
"Fuck your sister!"
Zhang Heng scolded angrily, then turned around and continued to tell Lin Xuan about his love process, "At the beginning, when I saw the picture of the girl I introduced on WeChat, I liked her very much, and the person who introduced the information at that time I told you at the time that I was a newcomer, this is my first time doing this..."
"Then why do you believe it? It's the first time for this person to do it, but what about others?" Wang Sheng interrupted Zhang Heng's words again.
"Can you stop singing?"
Zhang Heng didn't trouble Wang Sheng, but scolded Ren Fan, who was singing "Miss Dong", probably because a certain line of the lyrics touched Zhang Heng's very sensitive nerves at this time.
Ren Fan didn't bother with Zhang Heng, and asked Wang Sheng to cut the song for himself, but when Zhang Heng saw the title of the song "I Have a Promise with the Grassland" that popped up below, he grabbed another handful of melon seeds and threw them over, " Can you sing some normal songs?"
No need for Ren Fan to say, Wang Sheng continued to cut the song, this time it was "Qing Huan Jing Shi Song", Zhang Heng finally calmed down, just scolded "men sing girls' songs all day long", and then continued to drink with Lin Xuan .
In the late autumn weather, these guys are still drinking cold beer. After drinking it, their chest and abdomen are cold. Lin Xuan actually wants to drink some liquor at the moment, but the protagonist tonight is Zhang Heng. What he wants to drink, he will naturally If he had no objection, he clinked glasses with him again and killed him in one gulp.
"call……"
Zhang Heng let out a heavy breath, sucked his nose, and continued to say to Lin Xuan: "Actually, it's not like I haven't looked for a pretty one before, but I didn't feel that way... You should have seen her, right?"
Lin Xuan nodded.
Zhang Heng continued: "She was not like this at the time, she was much cleaner than now, she looked clean, very pure, like a beautiful girl in school, of course, she was really not yet Graduation. Later..."
Probably because the alcohol affected his thinking, or because of his mood, Zhang Heng's eyes were a little distracted. He didn't know whether he was organizing his words or organizing his thoughts, and he didn't say anything for a long time. In the huge box, there was only Ren Fan's passionate and high-pitched version of "Clear "Happy Police World Song" is reverberating
Don't be ignorant of your own heart, don't make others' faults public
Careful socializing without worries, patient and easy to negotiate
The hard crossbow string is always broken first, every time it is hard, the knife edge is easy to hurt
Right and wrong don't need to argue with each other, why should each other talk about short and long
……
Zhang Heng finished reminiscing and said: "It seemed to be afternoon at that time. I picked him up at the elevator entrance. He was wearing a pink skirt and had long hair. He was very beautiful... I didn't dare to ask if it was her. Later, when I got to the room, she took off all her clothes. I still have the feeling that I dare not touch her..."
Lin Xuan asked with a smile, "You really didn't touch it?"
Zhang Heng said with a smile: "How is that possible? I still know why I came here... Well, it was originally said to be once, but then I changed it to stay overnight. I talked a lot during dinner together at night. The next morning When I woke up, for the first time, I felt…”
He scratched his head and thumped it twice, "I don't know what to say, anyway, that feeling... just that I don't feel like a passerby like before... Can you understand?"
"I probably understand."
Lin Xuan nodded and smiled again, "Do you think that you are looking for so many people, including Brother Kun to take you... Well, entering the industry is all because of waiting for her to appear?"
He was joking, but Zhang Heng thought about it seriously, and then said: "That's not true. I didn't think about it that much at the time, but now that I think about it, it's pretty much the same idea."
"and after?"
"later……"
Zhang Heng was in a short-lived state again, and then quietly said: "At that time, Sky had just been relegated, but our treatment was not affected, and there were bonuses from previous competitions, and I had a lot of money in my hand. Anyway, looking for her is enough. I was too embarrassed to say anything else, so I continued to let her accompany me... Then on the third day, she asked me if I would dislike her if I wasn't her next boyfriend... At that time she told me, It’s just that I had a boyfriend when I was a freshman, and I broke up with him for more than a year, and then I was short of money, so I did this with my classmates, and I wanted to be emergency.”
Lin Xuan has no intention of judging whether this is true or not, but he is well aware of the inertia of people. The so-called emergency may be true, but most of those who do it temporarily because of emergency will end up stuck and unable to get out.
Many illegal acts are actually similar to this. After experiencing an easy and quick way to make money, it is difficult to maintain a normal mind and do other work.
In many cases, once the psychological defense line is opened, it is difficult to block it again, just like a flood bursting its embankment. How easy is it to rebuild the embankment in the torrent of desire?
"The relationship was confirmed later?"
Zhang Heng thought for a while, and said in a daze: "I don't know. In fact, for a long time, I didn't know what our relationship was. Anyway, she said that she didn't pick up other people's money, and she didn't take money from me. Then I don't know." Since when, when she's around other people around me, she's been my girlfriend."
Lin Xuan nodded to express his understanding. From Zhang Heng's narration and self-confession, he can probably also understand his lack of emotional handling. In fact, this lack has nothing to do with innateness, and it is not considered slow. Use "childish" "It's more appropriate to describe it. In the final analysis, it is the blank caused by too little dealing with the opposite sex since childhood.
People often like to use "goddess" to describe a girl. This definition is more often aimed at male psychology. In fact, boys who really regard goddesses as goddesses basically have little hope of chasing them. Take a step back In other words, even if you catch up, if you can't correct this mental imbalance in time, you will separate sooner or later.
Some people say that being evenly matched is the best state in your emotional life. It’s hard to say whether this is true, but an unbalanced emotional state is indeed difficult to last for a long time, and finding emotional balance is the most important thing.
And Zhang Heng...
Lin Xuan could almost imagine the linear diagram of Song Jia's process of moving herself up from a relatively low position step by step.
"In fact, for a long time, I never doubted her, and I was really happy at the beginning. I was not a person who knew how to live. I was very rough... Then I bought clothes, dressed them, and lived Supplies, everything, she buys for me, even every time I go home, she buys for me..."
Zhang Heng's words confirmed Lin Xuan's conjecture. He waited for Zhang Heng to finish recalling the beautiful and happy past before asking: "What happened next?"
Zhang Heng was silent for a while, then smiled self-deprecatingly, "I saw her video on a website."
Lin Xuan was stunned for a moment, then looked at Zhang Heng's expression, reacted, and subconsciously wanted to ask what website, after thinking about it, he felt that Zhang Heng could easily misunderstand his intention, so he nodded clearly, did not make a comment, and waited. Zhang Heng continued talking.
"Just last month, you should have just returned from Paris in the two days... She said she did it a few times before she met me, and she didn't know that it was photographed. She was worried that I would look down on her and didn't tell me. of……"
Zhang Heng let out a breath, stared at Lin Xuan bitterly and said: "I forgave her later."
Ren Fan, who was singing, turned around and scolded "stupid", Zhang Heng ignored him, poured himself a glass of wine and downed it in one gulp.
Lin Xuan had no choice but to pick up the cup to accompany him to drink, put down the cup, patted Zhang Heng on the shoulder and said: "It's nothing, in fact, sometimes, people who make mistakes and correct them know how to cherish them more. For such a long life, you have to look backwards." look."
"fart!"
Zhang Heng scolded, "That happened last month, do you know why I brought you over for a drink today?"
"why?"
"I told her to go to the base for training today. Didn't your classmate come for a trial training? Then I didn't go, just wanted to see what she would do."
Lin Xuan didn't correct the fact that Liu Handong was not his classmate, and asked, "And then?"
Zhang Heng stretched out his finger and pointed to Wang Sheng, who had just looked over there, and laughed so hard that he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, "Do you know that this scum is called Wang Sheng, and we are calling him brother Kun?"
Lin Xuan shook his head.
"As long as he has time, he will date, fans, strangers, outsiders, and he is hardly picky..."
Wang Sheng was a little embarrassed. He probably wanted to explain to Lin Xuan, but he didn't know how to explain it. He became angry from embarrassment, "Didn't you say it's better not to mention this? You still exchange names when you're dating. How do you know if you haven't met?" It's Song Jia..."
"Why don't you look at the photos?"
"How many times have I explained it to you! Now in this society, I will give you photos, so you can meet and get the right number? Besides, I didn't look at the photos! I didn't look at the photos! I said Langzi introduced it. I was guaranteed that she was a beautiful woman, and I still looked at the fart. Besides, when we were chatting, Song Jia beat me to death and didn’t post photos. Even if you beat me to death, I wouldn’t think it was her. What kind of..."
"Fuck you paralyzed!"
"Alright, alright!"
Seeing that the two were about to fight, Ren Fan and Lin Xuan had no choice but to interrupt, Zhang Heng scolded: "If you didn't run away after meeting, labor and management will kill you tonight..."
"Aren't you finished? I didn't even touch her with a finger, okay?"
"How dare you?"
"Have you guys broken up now? Believe it or not, labor and capital are going to chase her... look at who is so stupid..."
(End of this chapter)