Chapter 800
My Dark Side
Chapter 800 My Dark Side
Although, from the bottom of his heart, Jiang Nan was really unwilling to have such speculations.
After all, he himself was born from another dark side of himself.
Besides, the other Jiangnan also helped him a lot along the way.
It can be said that without him, Jiangnan would not exist today.
——It can be said to be... the supreme grace.
But in the current situation, if you tell Jiang Nan not to think in that direction, he can't find any other reason!
The copper lamp that is the half body of the blue lamp was brought out by the owner of the Tianxiang Pavilion from another Jiangnan and given to him.
According to the other party's intention, Jiangnan also immediately fused the two lamps.
Nothing goes wrong.
But once fused, not only did my memory disappear, but I was almost trapped in this illusory world.
Yes, the unreal world.
——Now, after Jiangnan recovered, he was able to see through the mystery of this world.
There is no doubt that this is the world in his previous life.
In other words, it is another world of Jiangnan's previous life.
Earth.
But what is certain is that this is a matter of the last era.
The shattered era that has long been wiped out.
There has been no trace left.
So this era, this world, can only be created by another Jiangnan.
Created... a cage.
During the fusion process of the blue lantern, he briefly awakened his consciousness, intending to trap Jiang inside.
As for that plane, Jiangnan should have been on it at the beginning, and then when the plane crashed, it was taken to Shangyuan in the next era by the green lantern after countless years.
But due to the obstruction of another Jiangnan, Jiangnan who got up early in the morning forgot about it, even if he remembered it later, it was after the plane took off.
In this way, if Jiangnan missed "death", he would naturally miss "rebirth".
If there is no accident, he will live, grow old, sick and die in this world, until his consciousness thinks that he should die, and he really dies.
——For the consciousness of a transcendent existence, apart from being killed by a terrifying existence that is also transcendent, only when he himself thinks that he is dead, he is really dead.
In addition, no matter what kind of attack, it is difficult to completely obliterate them.
And it is obvious that the other Jiangnan with only a ray of remnant soul can't do the former, so he can only choose the latter.
In this comfortable cage, destroy Jiangnan's will and let him... die for real.
So... for what?
At this moment, Jiangnan naturally got the answer in his heart.
——If there is only one body of Jiangnan in the world, but two souls of Jiangnan, what should we do?
The easiest way is to kill one.
Therefore, almost instantly, Jiangnan saw through the essence of this world and the ultimate purpose of his other self.
——Seize the house.
At that moment, his expression became harsh and cold.
Yes, the other party has indeed reported incomparable kindness all along, but that was when he himself was safe and sound.
Now that he is in danger, no one knows what kind of thoughts he will have.
"Seize the house?"
"Replace it?"
At that moment, Jiang Nan hadn't spoken yet, but the other Jiang Nan laughed a little funny.
Jiang Nan was stunned.
——If he remembered correctly, he just had such a guess, but he kept silent on the surface.
Could it be that the other party had guessed that he had guessed his thoughts?
"As expected of my dark side, I will consider the worst in everything." The other Jiang Nan was not ashamed of being "exposed" at all, but applauded instead.
Jiang Nan frowned: "Isn't it?"
The latter did not answer directly, but shook his head and asked back: "If, I just said, if, if you were replaced by me—would you choose to take away another self?"
Jiang Nan was stunned.
I don't know why I really started to think about it.
Bring another self.
Then, the answer he got was.
"will not."
He can't.
Even though Jiangnan has killed many people, done many evil deeds, and personally extinguished countless creatures in these years.
But he can ask himself, what he killed either had a way to kill him, or he wanted to kill him.
Have a clear conscience.
It is with such a heart that he has come all the way, all the way to the present.
If he was asked to take away his other self in order to survive, he would not do it.
"That's right."
The other Jiang Nan nodded, "Don't forget, I am you, although our experience is slightly different, but if you don't know how to do it, will I do it?"
"Not to mention, the actual me has long since died, and what stands in front of you is just a short period of consciousness—you have recovered your memory, and this should not be hidden from you."
After Jiang Nan listened, he looked intently.
really!
The vitality of the other party is extremely weak, like a rootless duckweed in a precarious wind and rain, which may be extinguished at any time.
Jiang Nan was stunned again.
He was absolutely right.
The other self in front of him was indeed a dying candle, even if he died, he would not be able to occupy his body.
In this way, once you talk about seizing the house, it doesn't exist.
So... why?
"Aren't you curious?"
Another Jiangnan spoke again,
"I wonder why I can see what's in your heart."
"Because, here, you are me, and I am you."
"I can see what's in your heart, and you should be able to see my thoughts too."
"Then take a look now, what am I thinking?"
After listening, Jiang Nan took a deep breath and calmed down.
At that moment, he felt it.
Feel the other person's emotions.
Is that... fear?
In an instant, Jiang Nan's eyes opened, filled with horror!
I have lingering fears!
——From another consciousness of his own, what he felt was...fear and fear?
"What... are you thinking?"
Jiang Nan licked his lips and realized something was wrong, "Or, what exactly do you want to do?"
"As you can see."
Another Jiangnan sighed:
"I want you to stay in this world."
"Nothing else, no disaster, no new world, no disaster and destruction, no redemption and protection."
"Just in this world, survive."
"Even if it is illusory, but you are detached, you say he is real, he is real."
"It and you exist on the edge of truth and falsehood, between existence and illusion and reality. It will always exist forever, and so will you."
"No matter what happens in the new world, no matter what the disaster is, no matter what the outside world is like, you will stay here and live forever."
The voice fell, and the entire void was silent.
After a long time, Jiangnan Bai took a deep breath and asked, "So, are you... afraid of disaster?"
Although it was outrageous, he could only guess like this.
"good."
The other party didn't have any rebuttal, and said,
"After seeing the horror of the disaster, I also think that you have no chance of winning."
"To be destroyed together, to die together."
"Why can't you... save yourself?"
After the words fell, the whole world reunited again!
in the midst of nothingness.
Heaven and earth reunite, the world restarts!
It's like a cage, trapping Jiangnan!
"What if I say, I don't want to?" Jiang Nan took a deep breath and asked.
"Then I can only force you to stay." A sigh came from another Jiangnan mouth.
After the words fell, the two of them had nothing more to say!
war!
In an instant, the two figures collided together!
Coincidentally, no magical powers were used, no rules and avenues were used!
Pure fighting!
Without any earth-shattering and terrifying changes, the two of them fought like mortals, you punched me, and I kicked!
boom!
boom!
boom!
Fist to the flesh, feet to the bone!
The air is shaking!
In the burning steel and gunpowder smoke, two Jiangnans fight together!
Every injury, every damage, is recovered in an instant!
This is not a real injury, but the loss of consciousness of the two of them!
I do not know how long it has been.
It's like a moment and a half, more like countless thousands of years!
They fight and fight, never stop!
Hit until the stars and moon turn around, hit until the sun rises in the east!
It is still hard to tell the winner!
But Jiangnan is in a hurry.
If he can't go to the place of steel wreckage before dawn, he will really be trapped between the false and the real forever!
But even though he was extremely anxious, the other Jiangnan on the opposite side seemed to be an insurmountable iron wall, unable to break through life and death!
Time passes little by little.
In the east, the light of the morning sun fell, and from nowhere, a rooster crowed.
Dawn breaks, come!
And as time went by, Jiangnan's original incomparably abundant energy also began to collapse.
Not only that, but also... his obsession!
He must go to that place's obsession!
Be sure to save everyone's obsession!
They all seem to be covered with a thick shadow, and I can't see clearly!
boom!
Another punch, another Jiangnan, punched Jiangnan in the face!
Severe pain strikes!
Jiang Nan felt dizzy all over his body, and his limbs were as heavy as lead!
"I must go……"
In the choking and dry mud, Jiang Nan struggled to get up!
Swollen nose and swollen face!
Seven orifices bleeding!
But in his mouth, he was still muttering to himself!
"I must go……"
But for a moment, he suddenly froze.
—Where are you going?
Where is he going?
It seems... I can't remember clearly?
boom!
Another punch!
Another Jiangnan rushed up and punched him down!
Jiangnan fell to the ground again, he couldn't get back to his senses!
Then, when he stood up unsteadily again.
That incomparably determined gaze was also stained with a trace of confusion.
What am I doing here...?
he asked himself.
Why am I fighting with people in the wilderness?
Ok?
Why is that person so similar to me?
This is where?
what happened?
The obsessions like countless fragments are like sharp needles, unwilling to be smoothed out by that dark power.
At this moment, Jiangnan was punched to the ground by another self.
Can't get up again!
In a trance, he saw the night sky.
Suddenly realized, something is absolutely right!
Although he almost forgot where he had to go.
But for the words of another self, he still has memory.
Didn't the other self say that he is a dying candle?
Why can you still fight with yourself for so long without losing the wind?
And obviously he should be completely dead, right?
Why do you still consciously trap yourself?
Earlier, those questions popped up all at once!
At the same time, along with it came a fist that brought severe pain!
Another Jiangnan punched him again!
boom!
Jiangnan, I don't have the strength to get up again!
He looks up at the sky.
It is when the sun and the moon alternate.
The sun rises and the moon sets.
However, what was strange was that the sun and the moon suddenly converged towards the same direction.
As if, to merge together.
Jiang Nan looked at it.
Suddenly, I felt that the sun was not the sun.
The moon is no longer the moon.
Turned into... two lamps?
Two, different lamps?
Gradually merge?
Turned into, one.
Brand new lights to illuminate the sky.
Taboo things, reversing reality, creating things out of thin air, creating something out of nothing, at the cost of the dark side of birth, turning wishes into reality...
For some reason, looking at this lamp, Jiang Nan thought of these few words.
Although he has completely forgotten where he came from and knew this.
"ended."
Another Jiangnan, with a sigh, came over.
"Go to sleep."
"After waking up, you will wake up tomorrow on a soft bed, drink fragrant milk, and eat soft bread."
"There will be a busy job, there will be a woman you love who loves you, and there will be a naughty but smart child."
"After many years, I will grow old peacefully on the hospital bed."
"Then, become another person, and repeat for the rest of your life."
"It goes on and on and on and on."
His voice seemed to have magical powers, urging Jiangnan to fall asleep.
But at that moment, Jiangnan, who was staring at the lamp in the sky, seemed to have never heard of it.
Until a certain moment, it was like a revelation!
Everything... suddenly realized!
Him, get up!
The other Jiangnan was stunned.
It seems unexpected that Jiangnan still has the strength to get up.
"What about you?" Jiang Nan asked.
The other Jiang Nan was stunned and almost blurted out: "Together with you."
When the voice fell, he immediately shut up.
As if he knew what he said was wrong.
"So, you're not him at all, are you?"
Jiang Nan smiled.
Finally guessed in my heart, completely sure!
The Jiangnan in front of me is not another Jiangnan at all, not the ruthless man who interrupted the long river of time in a fit of rage; The hope of life is left to the decisive people in Jiangnan!
At that moment, another Jiangnan was stunned.
He was a little distressed and helpless, and scratched his head, as if he was screwed up, "If that's the case, then tell me... who am I?"
"You are Jiangnan."
Without hesitation, Jiang Nan blurted out,
"But you, not him."
"He is the first Jiangnan."
"I am the second Jiangnan."
"You, you are the third."
He paused, maybe because he realized that he didn't speak clearly.
Jiang Nan shook his head and spoke again,
"He is Jiangnan."
"I am his dark side."
"And you are...my dark side."
"My fear, my avoidance, my fear."
"I want to get rid of everything, escape from everything, an ostrich in the sand."
(End of this chapter)
Although, from the bottom of his heart, Jiang Nan was really unwilling to have such speculations.
After all, he himself was born from another dark side of himself.
Besides, the other Jiangnan also helped him a lot along the way.
It can be said that without him, Jiangnan would not exist today.
——It can be said to be... the supreme grace.
But in the current situation, if you tell Jiang Nan not to think in that direction, he can't find any other reason!
The copper lamp that is the half body of the blue lamp was brought out by the owner of the Tianxiang Pavilion from another Jiangnan and given to him.
According to the other party's intention, Jiangnan also immediately fused the two lamps.
Nothing goes wrong.
But once fused, not only did my memory disappear, but I was almost trapped in this illusory world.
Yes, the unreal world.
——Now, after Jiangnan recovered, he was able to see through the mystery of this world.
There is no doubt that this is the world in his previous life.
In other words, it is another world of Jiangnan's previous life.
Earth.
But what is certain is that this is a matter of the last era.
The shattered era that has long been wiped out.
There has been no trace left.
So this era, this world, can only be created by another Jiangnan.
Created... a cage.
During the fusion process of the blue lantern, he briefly awakened his consciousness, intending to trap Jiang inside.
As for that plane, Jiangnan should have been on it at the beginning, and then when the plane crashed, it was taken to Shangyuan in the next era by the green lantern after countless years.
But due to the obstruction of another Jiangnan, Jiangnan who got up early in the morning forgot about it, even if he remembered it later, it was after the plane took off.
In this way, if Jiangnan missed "death", he would naturally miss "rebirth".
If there is no accident, he will live, grow old, sick and die in this world, until his consciousness thinks that he should die, and he really dies.
——For the consciousness of a transcendent existence, apart from being killed by a terrifying existence that is also transcendent, only when he himself thinks that he is dead, he is really dead.
In addition, no matter what kind of attack, it is difficult to completely obliterate them.
And it is obvious that the other Jiangnan with only a ray of remnant soul can't do the former, so he can only choose the latter.
In this comfortable cage, destroy Jiangnan's will and let him... die for real.
So... for what?
At this moment, Jiangnan naturally got the answer in his heart.
——If there is only one body of Jiangnan in the world, but two souls of Jiangnan, what should we do?
The easiest way is to kill one.
Therefore, almost instantly, Jiangnan saw through the essence of this world and the ultimate purpose of his other self.
——Seize the house.
At that moment, his expression became harsh and cold.
Yes, the other party has indeed reported incomparable kindness all along, but that was when he himself was safe and sound.
Now that he is in danger, no one knows what kind of thoughts he will have.
"Seize the house?"
"Replace it?"
At that moment, Jiang Nan hadn't spoken yet, but the other Jiang Nan laughed a little funny.
Jiang Nan was stunned.
——If he remembered correctly, he just had such a guess, but he kept silent on the surface.
Could it be that the other party had guessed that he had guessed his thoughts?
"As expected of my dark side, I will consider the worst in everything." The other Jiang Nan was not ashamed of being "exposed" at all, but applauded instead.
Jiang Nan frowned: "Isn't it?"
The latter did not answer directly, but shook his head and asked back: "If, I just said, if, if you were replaced by me—would you choose to take away another self?"
Jiang Nan was stunned.
I don't know why I really started to think about it.
Bring another self.
Then, the answer he got was.
"will not."
He can't.
Even though Jiangnan has killed many people, done many evil deeds, and personally extinguished countless creatures in these years.
But he can ask himself, what he killed either had a way to kill him, or he wanted to kill him.
Have a clear conscience.
It is with such a heart that he has come all the way, all the way to the present.
If he was asked to take away his other self in order to survive, he would not do it.
"That's right."
The other Jiang Nan nodded, "Don't forget, I am you, although our experience is slightly different, but if you don't know how to do it, will I do it?"
"Not to mention, the actual me has long since died, and what stands in front of you is just a short period of consciousness—you have recovered your memory, and this should not be hidden from you."
After Jiang Nan listened, he looked intently.
really!
The vitality of the other party is extremely weak, like a rootless duckweed in a precarious wind and rain, which may be extinguished at any time.
Jiang Nan was stunned again.
He was absolutely right.
The other self in front of him was indeed a dying candle, even if he died, he would not be able to occupy his body.
In this way, once you talk about seizing the house, it doesn't exist.
So... why?
"Aren't you curious?"
Another Jiangnan spoke again,
"I wonder why I can see what's in your heart."
"Because, here, you are me, and I am you."
"I can see what's in your heart, and you should be able to see my thoughts too."
"Then take a look now, what am I thinking?"
After listening, Jiang Nan took a deep breath and calmed down.
At that moment, he felt it.
Feel the other person's emotions.
Is that... fear?
In an instant, Jiang Nan's eyes opened, filled with horror!
I have lingering fears!
——From another consciousness of his own, what he felt was...fear and fear?
"What... are you thinking?"
Jiang Nan licked his lips and realized something was wrong, "Or, what exactly do you want to do?"
"As you can see."
Another Jiangnan sighed:
"I want you to stay in this world."
"Nothing else, no disaster, no new world, no disaster and destruction, no redemption and protection."
"Just in this world, survive."
"Even if it is illusory, but you are detached, you say he is real, he is real."
"It and you exist on the edge of truth and falsehood, between existence and illusion and reality. It will always exist forever, and so will you."
"No matter what happens in the new world, no matter what the disaster is, no matter what the outside world is like, you will stay here and live forever."
The voice fell, and the entire void was silent.
After a long time, Jiangnan Bai took a deep breath and asked, "So, are you... afraid of disaster?"
Although it was outrageous, he could only guess like this.
"good."
The other party didn't have any rebuttal, and said,
"After seeing the horror of the disaster, I also think that you have no chance of winning."
"To be destroyed together, to die together."
"Why can't you... save yourself?"
After the words fell, the whole world reunited again!
in the midst of nothingness.
Heaven and earth reunite, the world restarts!
It's like a cage, trapping Jiangnan!
"What if I say, I don't want to?" Jiang Nan took a deep breath and asked.
"Then I can only force you to stay." A sigh came from another Jiangnan mouth.
After the words fell, the two of them had nothing more to say!
war!
In an instant, the two figures collided together!
Coincidentally, no magical powers were used, no rules and avenues were used!
Pure fighting!
Without any earth-shattering and terrifying changes, the two of them fought like mortals, you punched me, and I kicked!
boom!
boom!
boom!
Fist to the flesh, feet to the bone!
The air is shaking!
In the burning steel and gunpowder smoke, two Jiangnans fight together!
Every injury, every damage, is recovered in an instant!
This is not a real injury, but the loss of consciousness of the two of them!
I do not know how long it has been.
It's like a moment and a half, more like countless thousands of years!
They fight and fight, never stop!
Hit until the stars and moon turn around, hit until the sun rises in the east!
It is still hard to tell the winner!
But Jiangnan is in a hurry.
If he can't go to the place of steel wreckage before dawn, he will really be trapped between the false and the real forever!
But even though he was extremely anxious, the other Jiangnan on the opposite side seemed to be an insurmountable iron wall, unable to break through life and death!
Time passes little by little.
In the east, the light of the morning sun fell, and from nowhere, a rooster crowed.
Dawn breaks, come!
And as time went by, Jiangnan's original incomparably abundant energy also began to collapse.
Not only that, but also... his obsession!
He must go to that place's obsession!
Be sure to save everyone's obsession!
They all seem to be covered with a thick shadow, and I can't see clearly!
boom!
Another punch, another Jiangnan, punched Jiangnan in the face!
Severe pain strikes!
Jiang Nan felt dizzy all over his body, and his limbs were as heavy as lead!
"I must go……"
In the choking and dry mud, Jiang Nan struggled to get up!
Swollen nose and swollen face!
Seven orifices bleeding!
But in his mouth, he was still muttering to himself!
"I must go……"
But for a moment, he suddenly froze.
—Where are you going?
Where is he going?
It seems... I can't remember clearly?
boom!
Another punch!
Another Jiangnan rushed up and punched him down!
Jiangnan fell to the ground again, he couldn't get back to his senses!
Then, when he stood up unsteadily again.
That incomparably determined gaze was also stained with a trace of confusion.
What am I doing here...?
he asked himself.
Why am I fighting with people in the wilderness?
Ok?
Why is that person so similar to me?
This is where?
what happened?
The obsessions like countless fragments are like sharp needles, unwilling to be smoothed out by that dark power.
At this moment, Jiangnan was punched to the ground by another self.
Can't get up again!
In a trance, he saw the night sky.
Suddenly realized, something is absolutely right!
Although he almost forgot where he had to go.
But for the words of another self, he still has memory.
Didn't the other self say that he is a dying candle?
Why can you still fight with yourself for so long without losing the wind?
And obviously he should be completely dead, right?
Why do you still consciously trap yourself?
Earlier, those questions popped up all at once!
At the same time, along with it came a fist that brought severe pain!
Another Jiangnan punched him again!
boom!
Jiangnan, I don't have the strength to get up again!
He looks up at the sky.
It is when the sun and the moon alternate.
The sun rises and the moon sets.
However, what was strange was that the sun and the moon suddenly converged towards the same direction.
As if, to merge together.
Jiang Nan looked at it.
Suddenly, I felt that the sun was not the sun.
The moon is no longer the moon.
Turned into... two lamps?
Two, different lamps?
Gradually merge?
Turned into, one.
Brand new lights to illuminate the sky.
Taboo things, reversing reality, creating things out of thin air, creating something out of nothing, at the cost of the dark side of birth, turning wishes into reality...
For some reason, looking at this lamp, Jiang Nan thought of these few words.
Although he has completely forgotten where he came from and knew this.
"ended."
Another Jiangnan, with a sigh, came over.
"Go to sleep."
"After waking up, you will wake up tomorrow on a soft bed, drink fragrant milk, and eat soft bread."
"There will be a busy job, there will be a woman you love who loves you, and there will be a naughty but smart child."
"After many years, I will grow old peacefully on the hospital bed."
"Then, become another person, and repeat for the rest of your life."
"It goes on and on and on and on."
His voice seemed to have magical powers, urging Jiangnan to fall asleep.
But at that moment, Jiangnan, who was staring at the lamp in the sky, seemed to have never heard of it.
Until a certain moment, it was like a revelation!
Everything... suddenly realized!
Him, get up!
The other Jiangnan was stunned.
It seems unexpected that Jiangnan still has the strength to get up.
"What about you?" Jiang Nan asked.
The other Jiang Nan was stunned and almost blurted out: "Together with you."
When the voice fell, he immediately shut up.
As if he knew what he said was wrong.
"So, you're not him at all, are you?"
Jiang Nan smiled.
Finally guessed in my heart, completely sure!
The Jiangnan in front of me is not another Jiangnan at all, not the ruthless man who interrupted the long river of time in a fit of rage; The hope of life is left to the decisive people in Jiangnan!
At that moment, another Jiangnan was stunned.
He was a little distressed and helpless, and scratched his head, as if he was screwed up, "If that's the case, then tell me... who am I?"
"You are Jiangnan."
Without hesitation, Jiang Nan blurted out,
"But you, not him."
"He is the first Jiangnan."
"I am the second Jiangnan."
"You, you are the third."
He paused, maybe because he realized that he didn't speak clearly.
Jiang Nan shook his head and spoke again,
"He is Jiangnan."
"I am his dark side."
"And you are...my dark side."
"My fear, my avoidance, my fear."
"I want to get rid of everything, escape from everything, an ostrich in the sand."
(End of this chapter)