Chapter 75
Chapter 75
I knew it was like a dream. It turned out to be a dream, three years of love, the good memories she had with him, the happiness he woven for her, their "facing the sea" cabin, their "fruits of labor", he teased her joy, his "I miss you", his "I'm here!", It was as if they were blowing in her ear
And the charm when he loved her, her beauty, the deep feeling when he thought of her, his vicious but jealous warning
These constantly appeared in her brain again and again, and finally turned into his black eyes full of hate and pain, staring at her coldly.
Now, her dream woke up. She woke up as cruel as heart and lung, scraping bones and cutting meat.
"... no matter how hard the road with you is, wipe away your tears and tell yourself not to cry. I don't care who says it's a mistake, as long as you and I insist on never admitting defeat..."
The road between them was really too hard. She couldn't stick to it. She had to admit defeat and lose everything in tears.
One song after another, every sentence made her sing pain. Every capital made her pain beyond her control, but she kept making herself more painful and abused herself like self mutilation.
Until her voice could not be heard, the voice in the box continued, while she cried with the microphone and fell to the ground and fainted.
When Wei woke up silently, he was seeing Qin Qingsi guarding by her bed. When he saw her wake up, her face was still ugly and calm.
Wei silently smiled at her weakly, but got a fierce look in her eyes and said coldly, "is that all you can do?"
"Oh, sorry, Qingsi, I won't do it in the future."
"No later!" She said coldly, but her hands stroked her gently, "have something to eat."
Wei silently took it, but he only drank a mouthful of porridge and didn't move again.
She sneered, "Qingsi, am I a cruel and selfish woman?"
Qin Si didn't answer. She continued: "Qi Weizhen and I are two extremes. She has been tortured and vowed to save her child to death, and even abandon everything for her child. As for me, obviously people want me, or even beg my child, but I don't want it. Do you think I'm cruel and cold, and have no feelings at all?"
With these words, Wei silently carried more salty tears in the porridge drop by drop,
"But, Qingsi, I'm so painful. I know I'm wrong. I can't afford the pain!" She beat her chest heavily and cried bitterly, "I'm not a good woman, let alone a good mother, I'm a selfish person, I'm damn, I'm damn..."
"Silence, don't do this!" Qin Qingsi held her hand, but she still couldn't persuade her madness.
"Pa!" She slapped her hard, and Wei was stunned silently.
Then, her hand touched her lower abdomen, and her tears kept murmuring: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Qin Qingsi also held her with heartache and pity, accompanied her in pain and mourned for the unformed life.
In your life, there will at least one time that you forget yourself for someone, asking for no result, no company, no ownership, or even love. Just ask me to meet him in the most beautiful years.
Wei silently felt that she had enough in this life.
Putting down her pencil, Wei silently looked at the side faces of the characters she painted in the painting book. The familiar outline had been formed countless times in her pen. With her eyes closed, she could describe the indelible handsome face in her brain.
"Wei is silent. Why are you stunned? Have you painted your dream lover again?"
The teasing laughter pulled her thoughts back and quickly closed the picture book. Wei silently looked at Xiao Dong as she came.
"I see you, but your thoughts are too ethereal. What kind of dream lover do you want? You don't want such an excellent man ready-made. It's a monster!" Xiao Dong and she joined the magazine two years ago. They are both big and small editors in the magazine now. This magazine, which is a subsidiary of Changhe group, is also a large-scale magazine. It publishes several different publications, and Wei silently is in the People magazine department.
"If you like it, I bless you. Come on!" Wei smiled silently and gave her a sign of encouragement.
"You hurt me. Who doesn't know that your handsome senior and ordinary friend is infatuated with you. How can we move?" Xiao Dong is envious, jealous and hateful. Wei silently not only looks beautiful, but also has an unspeakable attractive temperament. Even as a woman, she can't help praising her beauty. Such a woman must be chased by men. From the moment she appeared, the handsome sports car guy who had been chasing after her for two years never left.
However, the beauty of Wei Da only regarded others as ordinary friends, which hurt the handsome man's heart. It doesn't matter. There are many single women in their magazines. Listening to Wei's silent clarification, they are ready to attack. However, in two years, there are heavy casualties, and no beautiful woman has captured the handsome man.
They know better. The handsome man's silent heart to Wei is indestructible.
Alas! Even if it is so strong and indestructible, it can't break Wei silent's heart shell harder than diamond at that moment! Her eyes are probably only the mysterious portrait of her dream lover that no one can see.
Wei smiled quietly and didn't explain to him. He asked in a straight face, "what's the matter with me?"
"Bag! The new task of the chief editor!" Xiao Dong Yang raised the information in his hand, "it's our new mayor. He's young and promising!"
Wei silently turned his attention away without much interest. "You can only deal with it yourself. You know, I don't touch people in officialdom."
"I see!" Xiao Dong said with a helpless smile, "hee hee, I happen to appreciate the handsome guy alone. However, I say you are also a party member. Why don't you even care about politics and don't watch the news? It's too unconscious."
Wei shrugged silently, "not interested!"
"You're hopeless. It's unpatriotic." Xiao Dong knows her faults. She never reads the news and doesn't like to surf the Internet. Basically, she is only buried in books most of the time. She is a complete caveman. "Oh, yes, there's another task. Here, it's up to you!"
Wei silently received the information, "Ms. Vivian holly, President of holly group?"
"Yes, yes, I tell you, this woman is heard to be an oriental woman. She is only 25 years old. She is really a legendary woman." Xiao dong thought with some longing, "however, I heard that she married the former president of holly group, a 70 year old man. Then the old man died, and the will made it clear that Vivian was in charge of the family group. It's really powerful. Do you think this woman has any... Hee hee, powerful means!"
Xiao Dong blinked vaguely, took the information in Wei silently's hand and looked again.
Wei frowns silently. It's not easy to interview strong women. They ask more than men. It seems that this is another troublesome task. I hope this famous president will not be too difficult.
"All right, let's act separately and refuel together!" Challenge after challenge, life is full, isn't it?
After work, wei walked past the familiar car and man still parked in front of the building with a silent smile.
"I'll treat you to something big."
Mu Feifan opens the door for her, and Wei sits in silently.
"Extraordinary, I invite you today!" Wei silently strives for the initiative, admires Feifan and smiles.
"What's the pleasure?"
"No, I just want to bribe you first."
"I see. Come on, what's up?" I knew this girl wouldn't be so generous.
"Does your company have anything to do with holly group?" If there is no personal recommendation for such a large multinational company, she is afraid that she will be kicked out if she won't even let her in.
"Not at the moment, but there will be a reception the day after tomorrow, and the president of holly group will attend. Why, she's your target this time?"
"Yes, how can our chief editor let such a powerful woman go?" She spread her hands out to show her helplessness.
"No problem. In fact, you don't have to treat this meal. You were my female companion on the reception day, and we were even." In fact, he was thinking of looking for her. Unexpectedly, they thought of being together.
"But I haven't been to a cocktail party. I'm afraid I'll disgrace you." She always stays at home. Except for some necessary party places, she seldom shows up. What's more, she is afraid of not doing well in the commercial cooperation cocktail party of these companies.
"It's all right. You just keep smiling." Mu extraordinary comforted her, "besides, there is me."
"All right!" Nodding in agreement, Wei thought of the question silently, "you are responsible for the dress I want to wear at the reception that day."
"No problem." This girl is not short of money, but she doesn't eat at all. Save if you can!
It's the first time that Wei silent has entered such a luxury hotel since he came to C City two years ago.
Open the door, admire the extraordinary standard gentleman's ceremony, wrap her arm around her arm and walk into the hotel.
As soon as he entered the banquet hall, Wei silently felt uncomfortable, as if everyone's eyes were on himself. I can't help but curse in my heart. Where did my previous calm go? Why is it so hard to be seen now?
I don't know when she began to feel the eyes of the frightened crowd. It's really not calm.
"Don't be nervous, just smile." Mu Feifan seemed to feel her stiffness, patted the back of her hand and whispered in a warm voice.
"Are you going to say hello?" Wei moqiang smiled and tried to relax. "Go over there and I'll find a place to sit first."
Mu Feifan led her hand to the seat on the side of the banquet hall, sat her down, stroked her bare shoulder with his big hand, "sit for a while, I'll be back soon."
She nodded obediently and sat here unimpressive before she relaxed a little.
And the charm when he loved her, her beauty, the deep feeling when he thought of her, his vicious but jealous warning
These constantly appeared in her brain again and again, and finally turned into his black eyes full of hate and pain, staring at her coldly.
Now, her dream woke up. She woke up as cruel as heart and lung, scraping bones and cutting meat.
"... no matter how hard the road with you is, wipe away your tears and tell yourself not to cry. I don't care who says it's a mistake, as long as you and I insist on never admitting defeat..."
The road between them was really too hard. She couldn't stick to it. She had to admit defeat and lose everything in tears.
One song after another, every sentence made her sing pain. Every capital made her pain beyond her control, but she kept making herself more painful and abused herself like self mutilation.
Until her voice could not be heard, the voice in the box continued, while she cried with the microphone and fell to the ground and fainted.
When Wei woke up silently, he was seeing Qin Qingsi guarding by her bed. When he saw her wake up, her face was still ugly and calm.
Wei silently smiled at her weakly, but got a fierce look in her eyes and said coldly, "is that all you can do?"
"Oh, sorry, Qingsi, I won't do it in the future."
"No later!" She said coldly, but her hands stroked her gently, "have something to eat."
Wei silently took it, but he only drank a mouthful of porridge and didn't move again.
She sneered, "Qingsi, am I a cruel and selfish woman?"
Qin Si didn't answer. She continued: "Qi Weizhen and I are two extremes. She has been tortured and vowed to save her child to death, and even abandon everything for her child. As for me, obviously people want me, or even beg my child, but I don't want it. Do you think I'm cruel and cold, and have no feelings at all?"
With these words, Wei silently carried more salty tears in the porridge drop by drop,
"But, Qingsi, I'm so painful. I know I'm wrong. I can't afford the pain!" She beat her chest heavily and cried bitterly, "I'm not a good woman, let alone a good mother, I'm a selfish person, I'm damn, I'm damn..."
"Silence, don't do this!" Qin Qingsi held her hand, but she still couldn't persuade her madness.
"Pa!" She slapped her hard, and Wei was stunned silently.
Then, her hand touched her lower abdomen, and her tears kept murmuring: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Qin Qingsi also held her with heartache and pity, accompanied her in pain and mourned for the unformed life.
In your life, there will at least one time that you forget yourself for someone, asking for no result, no company, no ownership, or even love. Just ask me to meet him in the most beautiful years.
Wei silently felt that she had enough in this life.
Putting down her pencil, Wei silently looked at the side faces of the characters she painted in the painting book. The familiar outline had been formed countless times in her pen. With her eyes closed, she could describe the indelible handsome face in her brain.
"Wei is silent. Why are you stunned? Have you painted your dream lover again?"
The teasing laughter pulled her thoughts back and quickly closed the picture book. Wei silently looked at Xiao Dong as she came.
"I see you, but your thoughts are too ethereal. What kind of dream lover do you want? You don't want such an excellent man ready-made. It's a monster!" Xiao Dong and she joined the magazine two years ago. They are both big and small editors in the magazine now. This magazine, which is a subsidiary of Changhe group, is also a large-scale magazine. It publishes several different publications, and Wei silently is in the People magazine department.
"If you like it, I bless you. Come on!" Wei smiled silently and gave her a sign of encouragement.
"You hurt me. Who doesn't know that your handsome senior and ordinary friend is infatuated with you. How can we move?" Xiao Dong is envious, jealous and hateful. Wei silently not only looks beautiful, but also has an unspeakable attractive temperament. Even as a woman, she can't help praising her beauty. Such a woman must be chased by men. From the moment she appeared, the handsome sports car guy who had been chasing after her for two years never left.
However, the beauty of Wei Da only regarded others as ordinary friends, which hurt the handsome man's heart. It doesn't matter. There are many single women in their magazines. Listening to Wei's silent clarification, they are ready to attack. However, in two years, there are heavy casualties, and no beautiful woman has captured the handsome man.
They know better. The handsome man's silent heart to Wei is indestructible.
Alas! Even if it is so strong and indestructible, it can't break Wei silent's heart shell harder than diamond at that moment! Her eyes are probably only the mysterious portrait of her dream lover that no one can see.
Wei smiled quietly and didn't explain to him. He asked in a straight face, "what's the matter with me?"
"Bag! The new task of the chief editor!" Xiao Dong Yang raised the information in his hand, "it's our new mayor. He's young and promising!"
Wei silently turned his attention away without much interest. "You can only deal with it yourself. You know, I don't touch people in officialdom."
"I see!" Xiao Dong said with a helpless smile, "hee hee, I happen to appreciate the handsome guy alone. However, I say you are also a party member. Why don't you even care about politics and don't watch the news? It's too unconscious."
Wei shrugged silently, "not interested!"
"You're hopeless. It's unpatriotic." Xiao Dong knows her faults. She never reads the news and doesn't like to surf the Internet. Basically, she is only buried in books most of the time. She is a complete caveman. "Oh, yes, there's another task. Here, it's up to you!"
Wei silently received the information, "Ms. Vivian holly, President of holly group?"
"Yes, yes, I tell you, this woman is heard to be an oriental woman. She is only 25 years old. She is really a legendary woman." Xiao dong thought with some longing, "however, I heard that she married the former president of holly group, a 70 year old man. Then the old man died, and the will made it clear that Vivian was in charge of the family group. It's really powerful. Do you think this woman has any... Hee hee, powerful means!"
Xiao Dong blinked vaguely, took the information in Wei silently's hand and looked again.
Wei frowns silently. It's not easy to interview strong women. They ask more than men. It seems that this is another troublesome task. I hope this famous president will not be too difficult.
"All right, let's act separately and refuel together!" Challenge after challenge, life is full, isn't it?
After work, wei walked past the familiar car and man still parked in front of the building with a silent smile.
"I'll treat you to something big."
Mu Feifan opens the door for her, and Wei sits in silently.
"Extraordinary, I invite you today!" Wei silently strives for the initiative, admires Feifan and smiles.
"What's the pleasure?"
"No, I just want to bribe you first."
"I see. Come on, what's up?" I knew this girl wouldn't be so generous.
"Does your company have anything to do with holly group?" If there is no personal recommendation for such a large multinational company, she is afraid that she will be kicked out if she won't even let her in.
"Not at the moment, but there will be a reception the day after tomorrow, and the president of holly group will attend. Why, she's your target this time?"
"Yes, how can our chief editor let such a powerful woman go?" She spread her hands out to show her helplessness.
"No problem. In fact, you don't have to treat this meal. You were my female companion on the reception day, and we were even." In fact, he was thinking of looking for her. Unexpectedly, they thought of being together.
"But I haven't been to a cocktail party. I'm afraid I'll disgrace you." She always stays at home. Except for some necessary party places, she seldom shows up. What's more, she is afraid of not doing well in the commercial cooperation cocktail party of these companies.
"It's all right. You just keep smiling." Mu extraordinary comforted her, "besides, there is me."
"All right!" Nodding in agreement, Wei thought of the question silently, "you are responsible for the dress I want to wear at the reception that day."
"No problem." This girl is not short of money, but she doesn't eat at all. Save if you can!
It's the first time that Wei silent has entered such a luxury hotel since he came to C City two years ago.
Open the door, admire the extraordinary standard gentleman's ceremony, wrap her arm around her arm and walk into the hotel.
As soon as he entered the banquet hall, Wei silently felt uncomfortable, as if everyone's eyes were on himself. I can't help but curse in my heart. Where did my previous calm go? Why is it so hard to be seen now?
I don't know when she began to feel the eyes of the frightened crowd. It's really not calm.
"Don't be nervous, just smile." Mu Feifan seemed to feel her stiffness, patted the back of her hand and whispered in a warm voice.
"Are you going to say hello?" Wei moqiang smiled and tried to relax. "Go over there and I'll find a place to sit first."
Mu Feifan led her hand to the seat on the side of the banquet hall, sat her down, stroked her bare shoulder with his big hand, "sit for a while, I'll be back soon."
She nodded obediently and sat here unimpressive before she relaxed a little.