Chapter 180
evened out
Chapter 180 evened out
After breakfast, Lu Zhinan and Lin Su went back to the room. Originally, Lin Su planned to go back to his own room directly. She didn't want to disturb Lu Zhinan's rest. After all, he still had a game at night, and a poor sleep would easily affect his sleep. game status.
But as soon as she walked to the door of her room, Lu Zhinan took her hand and pulled her into his room.
"Aren't you going to sleep?" Lin Su looked at his back in confusion.
"Ah."
"Then will I disturb you here..." Before she could finish her sentence, he saw that he was pulling her towards his bedroom.
Lin Su was stunned for a moment, thinking of something, his eyes widened suddenly, "What are you taking me to the bedroom for?"
Lu Zhinan didn't answer, led her into the bedroom, and closed the door with a click.
Lin Su swallowed, his whole body stiffened, "...Lu, Lu, Lu Zhinan, you still have a game tonight, you should take a good rest..."
After finishing the words, he suddenly turned around and hugged her, put his head on her neck, and said sullenly:
"Susu, I have been alone since I was a child, and I have never slept well. Since I became a professional player, it has become even worse... Now that I have you by my side, can you sleep with me for a while?"
"..."
Lin Su's heart was empty, and he was stunned. The first reaction was shyness, but the second reaction was distressed.
She knew that Lu Zhinan's parents died when he was a child, so she understood what he meant by being alone.
Losing his parents at such a young age must have had a huge impact on him. Without someone to rely on, it was like losing all sense of security, and his life suddenly lost direction, full of confusion about himself or the future, I don't know what to do with myself.
And since high school, he has been alone in Beicheng, and there is no one around to take care of him. Finally, he has someone he likes, but that person still abandons him...
Lin Su's heart was suddenly filled with guilt and distress.
If she knew that they knew each other when they were young, and that he had suffered so many bad things, would she have stopped rejecting him three years ago?
The answer should be... no.
Because he has no one to rely on, so he needs to find the direction of life and live his life well.
Moreover, the past has passed, and it is useless for her to regret it.
But just like this, she felt double guilty towards him in her heart.
She raised her arms and hugged his waist tightly, nodding with a sobbing voice, "Lu Zhinan, I'm sorry..."
Lu Zhinan patted the back of her head, "What are you saying sorry for?"
"Three years ago, I'm sorry..."
"Don't say I'm sorry." He gently interrupted what she said, "I abandoned you once when I was a child, and you abandoned me once when I grew up... No, you don't count it as abandonment... Anyway, Susu, We've evened it out."
"..."
Hearing this, Lin Su was confused again, she raised her small head: "Did you abandon me when you were young?"
Lu Zhinan raised his eyebrows imperceptibly, knowing that she still hadn't remembered what happened when she was a child, as if deliberately trying to upset her appetite, he smiled and didn't answer, and pulled her to the bedside.
"I'm tired, you can sleep with me for a while first."
Lin Su was only thinking about why he said he had abandoned her when he was a child, so he didn't notice that she was stuffed into bed by Lu Zhinan.
After hearing Qin Xishu say those things, she recalled some clips about her childhood, but there didn't seem to be any scenes about Lu Zhinan abandoning her in these clips...
(End of this chapter)
After breakfast, Lu Zhinan and Lin Su went back to the room. Originally, Lin Su planned to go back to his own room directly. She didn't want to disturb Lu Zhinan's rest. After all, he still had a game at night, and a poor sleep would easily affect his sleep. game status.
But as soon as she walked to the door of her room, Lu Zhinan took her hand and pulled her into his room.
"Aren't you going to sleep?" Lin Su looked at his back in confusion.
"Ah."
"Then will I disturb you here..." Before she could finish her sentence, he saw that he was pulling her towards his bedroom.
Lin Su was stunned for a moment, thinking of something, his eyes widened suddenly, "What are you taking me to the bedroom for?"
Lu Zhinan didn't answer, led her into the bedroom, and closed the door with a click.
Lin Su swallowed, his whole body stiffened, "...Lu, Lu, Lu Zhinan, you still have a game tonight, you should take a good rest..."
After finishing the words, he suddenly turned around and hugged her, put his head on her neck, and said sullenly:
"Susu, I have been alone since I was a child, and I have never slept well. Since I became a professional player, it has become even worse... Now that I have you by my side, can you sleep with me for a while?"
"..."
Lin Su's heart was empty, and he was stunned. The first reaction was shyness, but the second reaction was distressed.
She knew that Lu Zhinan's parents died when he was a child, so she understood what he meant by being alone.
Losing his parents at such a young age must have had a huge impact on him. Without someone to rely on, it was like losing all sense of security, and his life suddenly lost direction, full of confusion about himself or the future, I don't know what to do with myself.
And since high school, he has been alone in Beicheng, and there is no one around to take care of him. Finally, he has someone he likes, but that person still abandons him...
Lin Su's heart was suddenly filled with guilt and distress.
If she knew that they knew each other when they were young, and that he had suffered so many bad things, would she have stopped rejecting him three years ago?
The answer should be... no.
Because he has no one to rely on, so he needs to find the direction of life and live his life well.
Moreover, the past has passed, and it is useless for her to regret it.
But just like this, she felt double guilty towards him in her heart.
She raised her arms and hugged his waist tightly, nodding with a sobbing voice, "Lu Zhinan, I'm sorry..."
Lu Zhinan patted the back of her head, "What are you saying sorry for?"
"Three years ago, I'm sorry..."
"Don't say I'm sorry." He gently interrupted what she said, "I abandoned you once when I was a child, and you abandoned me once when I grew up... No, you don't count it as abandonment... Anyway, Susu, We've evened it out."
"..."
Hearing this, Lin Su was confused again, she raised her small head: "Did you abandon me when you were young?"
Lu Zhinan raised his eyebrows imperceptibly, knowing that she still hadn't remembered what happened when she was a child, as if deliberately trying to upset her appetite, he smiled and didn't answer, and pulled her to the bedside.
"I'm tired, you can sleep with me for a while first."
Lin Su was only thinking about why he said he had abandoned her when he was a child, so he didn't notice that she was stuffed into bed by Lu Zhinan.
After hearing Qin Xishu say those things, she recalled some clips about her childhood, but there didn't seem to be any scenes about Lu Zhinan abandoning her in these clips...
(End of this chapter)