Chapter 29
Chapter 29
I looked at Yuan Qi's nervously staring at my face, and flashed the pictures of curl, Lu Yiting, LAN ce... And so on in my mind, but my heart suddenly calmed down.
There are so many people who care about me, don't they? Although some people don't like me, even set me up for me, it still doesn't hinder me from being surrounded by so much love!
In the past, I always immersed in my so-called grief and didn't want to come out to face the world. Because of the difficulties of some boring people, I belittled myself and felt that I was a useless waste wood.
Hiding in my own small world will not solve the problem, but will add more burden to my tired heart.
I didn't understand this before. I just blame myself. Now I suddenly understand this truth. There are things you can't avoid, but when he comes, you can only make yourself stronger.
I don't know why this kind of humiliation like thing happened to me again. It seems that I don't feel any more. It's no longer the same as before. I'm sad to die and live with my only self-esteem.
This is probably... Growth. When setbacks hit me one after another, my first reaction is no longer how to do and complain, but to accept and think how to solve it.
Hoo... I vaguely feel that the competitive blue heart has come back.
I looked back at Yuan Qi, she was still worried about looking at me, afraid that I would become more negative because of being dismissed.
I pulled up the corner of my mouth. "Oh... Fortunately, I thought I was going to be late."
Yuan Qi was so surprised by my words that she opened her mouth wide, "heart... You"
"Well, I have nothing to worry about." I went to Yuan Qi and comforted her. Now I was comforting yuan Qi. "It's all small things. No matter how big the storm is, I can survive it? It's just a small dismissal. It's nothing at all. "
The smile at the corner of my mouth is hard to pull out, but what I just said is sincere. Originally, there is nothing to be sad about. There are many opportunities!
Yuan Qi heard the relief in my tone, and her expression relaxed a little“ Xinxin, you are really different from before... "
After hearing yuan Qi say that I am different from before, I feel a little happy. I not only want to be different from before, but also 10000 times stronger than before!
I won't forget the promise I made to Lu Yiting in his car that day just because of some bad news!
Want to understand everything I just feel suddenly enlightened, heart no longer because of these things sad tangle. The whole person also relaxed a lot.
Yuan Qi, of course, did not know how many thoughts had floated through my brain in this short period of time. Looking at me no longer showing negative emotions, she was still carefully testing me.
"Heart? If you feel better, let's go outside! You must not feel well after a day's sleep. Go outside and get some fresh air
"Go outside? I'm on the cusp of the storm now. How can I go outside? " I look at Yuan Qi with some incomprehension.
It turns out that although I thought very well just now, I still lacked the courage to implement it. Yuan Qi called me to go outside for a breath. I didn't understand half of it. I was more nervous and scared.
I'm still afraid to see people's disgusting eyes, to see people avoid me, as if to avoid half of the God of plague. Although I know the truth in my heart, I still dare not go out to face it.
When I was at a loss for my contradictory psychology, Yuan Qi spoke again“ Let's go! At that time, I sent her to school. Let's just go out and have a look. Just come back before the noon release of Niao. "
I'm still silent. I don't have absolute courage and confidence to face it. Ah, it's really a failure. What I thought just now is so good and I have so much confidence that I dare not do anything at this time.
All of a sudden, the previous feeling of frustration and patience would rush out again, trying to beat me back to the original shape who just became a little brave. Of course, I know yuan Qi let me out because she was worried about me, but I
"Heart? How about going out for a walk? I'll be worried if you do that! "
Yuan Qi saw that I didn't speak for a long time, and then said, with a trace of helplessness on her face, "well, well, I'll tell you the truth, today is my mother forced me to go on a blind date, I want to go out!"
"I said I would not go, but my mother just didn't agree and insisted that I go." Yuan Qi curled her lips, "but I'm really worried about leaving you alone at home, so I want to say that it would be better to take you with me."
I had some depressed mood, because Yuan Qi's words swept away, laughing and crying at her. I didn't expect that Yuan Qi had so many thoughts now."What have you been thinking all day! How can you take me to a blind date? "
Now I can't take care of my sad mood. I nodded yuan Qi's head and asked her.
Yuan Qi while flexible to avoid my attack, while the mouth and retort, "then I'm not worried about you just like this ah!"
"Let's go, let's go. I'll make an appointment with him in a coffee shop, and then you'll be the next seat."
Yuan Qi has helped me arrange everything in my mind, and now I can't find any reason to refuse her.
Another reason is that I also want to go out for a walk, which makes me sleepy all day, and I don't want to stay in my room.
"OK..." I gritted my teeth and agreed to Yuan Qi's request. Yuan Qi immediately cheered, "good!"
With that, Yuan Qi was about to pull me away, but I dragged her back.
"Wait, I'll clean up first!" Then I went to the bathroom and washed my face.
He poured out a hat and a mask in the house, went to the mirror and put on the hat and mask.
"What are you doing?" Yuan Qi was obviously puzzled. She just went out for a trip. Don't make such a big fuss.
"Well, it's different now." I deeply sighed, "now a lot of people outside must know what I look like, now swaggering out will definitely be besieged!"
Yuan Qi suddenly realized that she helped me to clean up my hat and mask, and confirmed that I would not be recognized by good people. We went out of the house.
Although it's late autumn, today's weather is not cold, but hot and humid.
Everyone on the street was wearing thin shirts and short sleeves that were not afraid of the cold. So my mask and hat to defend against the cold winter soon attracted the attention of some people.
"What's the matter with that man? Are you not afraid of the heat? "“ I don't know. Come on, don't worry about others. Let's go your own way. "
All the murmurs came to my ears, and I could only pretend not to hear them.
Yuan Qi obviously also heard some people's muttering, but also bowed his head and quickly pulled me forward.
Yuan Qi also understood that I should not be recognized in the street at last. Now that I'm an unfilial girl, almost all the people in the city know that if they recognize me, I'll be skinned in the street.
That's different from last night's situation. It's estimated that even Lu Yiting can't change anything.
Yuan Qi and I quickly walked through the crowd without hesitation. In fact, the cafe is not very far from Yuan Qi's home, which is about 2000 meters away.
Yuan Qi originally proposed to go by bus, but I rejected it.
"There are so many people on the bus. What if someone accidentally rubs off my hat or mask?"
It's reasonable for yuan Qi to think that he didn't insist on taking the bus all the time, so we walked there.
On the way of walking, I will just pass the restaurant where I work. Oh no, it's the restaurant where I used to work.
At this moment, Ding Hai, the head chef of the restaurant, is standing outside the restaurant and putting up a notice to recruit chefs.
Yeah. Now that I'm fired, they're going to hire cooks again.
Seeing this restaurant, which I have only worked for one day, I have no trouble at all. I plan to pass this restaurant calmly.
Instead, Yuan Qi pinched my hand, indicating that I should relax and not care too much.
I shook my head and said it was OK. We passed the restaurant together.
It's about to pass, but after Ding Hai pasted the notice, he turned around and just noticed the figure of Yuan Qi and I walking quickly.
Like others, Ding Hai was obviously attracted by my strange dress of wearing a hat and mask so early now, but he seemed to recognize me.
"EH - ah, you're not that..."
I hear Ding Hai seems to be calling me, the heart all raised, Yuan Qi also nervously clenched his hand.
If Ding Hai says my name, it's over. How many times my mother called my name last night! As a result, blue heart's big characters in this morning's newspaper are full of headlines. No one can't see them!
If Ding Hai really yells out, then I just went out and made these hats and masks for nothing. Anyway, it's still going to be crusaded by the onlookers.
But at this point, I can't cover his mouth and let him stop talking. I can only speed up the pace of my feet and pray in my heart for Ding Hai to shut up.Maybe God heard my prayer. Looking at the back of Yuan Qi and I who firmly left without looking back, Ding Hai probably thought that he was wrong, so he didn't go on.
Or maybe I don't think I'm going to run out at will as I am now. In short, no matter what the reason, Ding Hai did not call out my name in the end.
After walking for a while, I dare to look back at the direction of Ding Hai and find that he has returned to the restaurant. I just let down my heart, and pulled yuan Qi, let her no longer nervous.
"Hey, I'm scared to death! I just thought that man recognized you. What a false alarm Yuan Qi complains while patting her chest.
"I've dismissed you, and I'm going to give you trouble! What a nuisance
"There's no way... But fortunately he didn't shout, otherwise I don't know what to do." I wiped the sweat on my forehead because I was walking too fast just now.
I am at last relieved, but just now Ding Hai this matter actually frightens in one side Yuan Qi is not light.
"Xinxin, why don't I think I should pull you out?" Yuan Qi looked at me with a worried face.
I really don't know what to do with the idea that Yuan Qi's Kung Fu has changed in a short time.
"It's you who pull me out. It's you who say you shouldn't pull me out. How can you be the same for a while?" I look at Yuan Qi funny, this yuan Qi ah, really take her no way.
"That Ding Hai almost recognized you just now. Tell me how dangerous it is. If..."
There are so many people who care about me, don't they? Although some people don't like me, even set me up for me, it still doesn't hinder me from being surrounded by so much love!
In the past, I always immersed in my so-called grief and didn't want to come out to face the world. Because of the difficulties of some boring people, I belittled myself and felt that I was a useless waste wood.
Hiding in my own small world will not solve the problem, but will add more burden to my tired heart.
I didn't understand this before. I just blame myself. Now I suddenly understand this truth. There are things you can't avoid, but when he comes, you can only make yourself stronger.
I don't know why this kind of humiliation like thing happened to me again. It seems that I don't feel any more. It's no longer the same as before. I'm sad to die and live with my only self-esteem.
This is probably... Growth. When setbacks hit me one after another, my first reaction is no longer how to do and complain, but to accept and think how to solve it.
Hoo... I vaguely feel that the competitive blue heart has come back.
I looked back at Yuan Qi, she was still worried about looking at me, afraid that I would become more negative because of being dismissed.
I pulled up the corner of my mouth. "Oh... Fortunately, I thought I was going to be late."
Yuan Qi was so surprised by my words that she opened her mouth wide, "heart... You"
"Well, I have nothing to worry about." I went to Yuan Qi and comforted her. Now I was comforting yuan Qi. "It's all small things. No matter how big the storm is, I can survive it? It's just a small dismissal. It's nothing at all. "
The smile at the corner of my mouth is hard to pull out, but what I just said is sincere. Originally, there is nothing to be sad about. There are many opportunities!
Yuan Qi heard the relief in my tone, and her expression relaxed a little“ Xinxin, you are really different from before... "
After hearing yuan Qi say that I am different from before, I feel a little happy. I not only want to be different from before, but also 10000 times stronger than before!
I won't forget the promise I made to Lu Yiting in his car that day just because of some bad news!
Want to understand everything I just feel suddenly enlightened, heart no longer because of these things sad tangle. The whole person also relaxed a lot.
Yuan Qi, of course, did not know how many thoughts had floated through my brain in this short period of time. Looking at me no longer showing negative emotions, she was still carefully testing me.
"Heart? If you feel better, let's go outside! You must not feel well after a day's sleep. Go outside and get some fresh air
"Go outside? I'm on the cusp of the storm now. How can I go outside? " I look at Yuan Qi with some incomprehension.
It turns out that although I thought very well just now, I still lacked the courage to implement it. Yuan Qi called me to go outside for a breath. I didn't understand half of it. I was more nervous and scared.
I'm still afraid to see people's disgusting eyes, to see people avoid me, as if to avoid half of the God of plague. Although I know the truth in my heart, I still dare not go out to face it.
When I was at a loss for my contradictory psychology, Yuan Qi spoke again“ Let's go! At that time, I sent her to school. Let's just go out and have a look. Just come back before the noon release of Niao. "
I'm still silent. I don't have absolute courage and confidence to face it. Ah, it's really a failure. What I thought just now is so good and I have so much confidence that I dare not do anything at this time.
All of a sudden, the previous feeling of frustration and patience would rush out again, trying to beat me back to the original shape who just became a little brave. Of course, I know yuan Qi let me out because she was worried about me, but I
"Heart? How about going out for a walk? I'll be worried if you do that! "
Yuan Qi saw that I didn't speak for a long time, and then said, with a trace of helplessness on her face, "well, well, I'll tell you the truth, today is my mother forced me to go on a blind date, I want to go out!"
"I said I would not go, but my mother just didn't agree and insisted that I go." Yuan Qi curled her lips, "but I'm really worried about leaving you alone at home, so I want to say that it would be better to take you with me."
I had some depressed mood, because Yuan Qi's words swept away, laughing and crying at her. I didn't expect that Yuan Qi had so many thoughts now."What have you been thinking all day! How can you take me to a blind date? "
Now I can't take care of my sad mood. I nodded yuan Qi's head and asked her.
Yuan Qi while flexible to avoid my attack, while the mouth and retort, "then I'm not worried about you just like this ah!"
"Let's go, let's go. I'll make an appointment with him in a coffee shop, and then you'll be the next seat."
Yuan Qi has helped me arrange everything in my mind, and now I can't find any reason to refuse her.
Another reason is that I also want to go out for a walk, which makes me sleepy all day, and I don't want to stay in my room.
"OK..." I gritted my teeth and agreed to Yuan Qi's request. Yuan Qi immediately cheered, "good!"
With that, Yuan Qi was about to pull me away, but I dragged her back.
"Wait, I'll clean up first!" Then I went to the bathroom and washed my face.
He poured out a hat and a mask in the house, went to the mirror and put on the hat and mask.
"What are you doing?" Yuan Qi was obviously puzzled. She just went out for a trip. Don't make such a big fuss.
"Well, it's different now." I deeply sighed, "now a lot of people outside must know what I look like, now swaggering out will definitely be besieged!"
Yuan Qi suddenly realized that she helped me to clean up my hat and mask, and confirmed that I would not be recognized by good people. We went out of the house.
Although it's late autumn, today's weather is not cold, but hot and humid.
Everyone on the street was wearing thin shirts and short sleeves that were not afraid of the cold. So my mask and hat to defend against the cold winter soon attracted the attention of some people.
"What's the matter with that man? Are you not afraid of the heat? "“ I don't know. Come on, don't worry about others. Let's go your own way. "
All the murmurs came to my ears, and I could only pretend not to hear them.
Yuan Qi obviously also heard some people's muttering, but also bowed his head and quickly pulled me forward.
Yuan Qi also understood that I should not be recognized in the street at last. Now that I'm an unfilial girl, almost all the people in the city know that if they recognize me, I'll be skinned in the street.
That's different from last night's situation. It's estimated that even Lu Yiting can't change anything.
Yuan Qi and I quickly walked through the crowd without hesitation. In fact, the cafe is not very far from Yuan Qi's home, which is about 2000 meters away.
Yuan Qi originally proposed to go by bus, but I rejected it.
"There are so many people on the bus. What if someone accidentally rubs off my hat or mask?"
It's reasonable for yuan Qi to think that he didn't insist on taking the bus all the time, so we walked there.
On the way of walking, I will just pass the restaurant where I work. Oh no, it's the restaurant where I used to work.
At this moment, Ding Hai, the head chef of the restaurant, is standing outside the restaurant and putting up a notice to recruit chefs.
Yeah. Now that I'm fired, they're going to hire cooks again.
Seeing this restaurant, which I have only worked for one day, I have no trouble at all. I plan to pass this restaurant calmly.
Instead, Yuan Qi pinched my hand, indicating that I should relax and not care too much.
I shook my head and said it was OK. We passed the restaurant together.
It's about to pass, but after Ding Hai pasted the notice, he turned around and just noticed the figure of Yuan Qi and I walking quickly.
Like others, Ding Hai was obviously attracted by my strange dress of wearing a hat and mask so early now, but he seemed to recognize me.
"EH - ah, you're not that..."
I hear Ding Hai seems to be calling me, the heart all raised, Yuan Qi also nervously clenched his hand.
If Ding Hai says my name, it's over. How many times my mother called my name last night! As a result, blue heart's big characters in this morning's newspaper are full of headlines. No one can't see them!
If Ding Hai really yells out, then I just went out and made these hats and masks for nothing. Anyway, it's still going to be crusaded by the onlookers.
But at this point, I can't cover his mouth and let him stop talking. I can only speed up the pace of my feet and pray in my heart for Ding Hai to shut up.Maybe God heard my prayer. Looking at the back of Yuan Qi and I who firmly left without looking back, Ding Hai probably thought that he was wrong, so he didn't go on.
Or maybe I don't think I'm going to run out at will as I am now. In short, no matter what the reason, Ding Hai did not call out my name in the end.
After walking for a while, I dare to look back at the direction of Ding Hai and find that he has returned to the restaurant. I just let down my heart, and pulled yuan Qi, let her no longer nervous.
"Hey, I'm scared to death! I just thought that man recognized you. What a false alarm Yuan Qi complains while patting her chest.
"I've dismissed you, and I'm going to give you trouble! What a nuisance
"There's no way... But fortunately he didn't shout, otherwise I don't know what to do." I wiped the sweat on my forehead because I was walking too fast just now.
I am at last relieved, but just now Ding Hai this matter actually frightens in one side Yuan Qi is not light.
"Xinxin, why don't I think I should pull you out?" Yuan Qi looked at me with a worried face.
I really don't know what to do with the idea that Yuan Qi's Kung Fu has changed in a short time.
"It's you who pull me out. It's you who say you shouldn't pull me out. How can you be the same for a while?" I look at Yuan Qi funny, this yuan Qi ah, really take her no way.
"That Ding Hai almost recognized you just now. Tell me how dangerous it is. If..."