Chapter 158
Low Level Lies
Chapter 158 Low Level Lies
I think Mrs. Han is very different from Fan’s father. Many times, Fan’s father’s words are just superficial, and he doesn’t necessarily think so in his heart. Moreover, he has always had room for maneuver, and he will not speak out easily, let alone You have to "say death".
I think, [-]% of Mrs. Han's words are true, which makes me feel a lot less pressure, and I am sincerely grateful to her.
Afterwards, she told me about her family, including of course her views on Fanyin's stepmother, but she didn't know more than Fan's father, and her evaluation was 100% negative.Obviously, in this family, only Britney has a crush on that stepmother. I really want to know what Britney really thinks of her.
After getting off the plane, we got in the car to find Nian Nian.Passing some buildings on the road, Mrs. Han pointed me to her company, saying that the towering building was the headquarters of their company, and she would come here at the end of every month.Turning another corner, he told me that the Fei family's company was there.
I was a little confused: "The Fei family still has a company?"
"Well, money laundering." She said: "The scale is already good, but it's too weak compared to the underworld business."
"Oh." I said, "Huaixin came here in the afternoon."
She glanced at me and asked, "What do you want to say?"
"He said he had contacted you, but both you and Mr. Han said that you are not in the local area and have no time to receive them." Obviously he was hiding his doubts: "I want me to bring you two well."
"Well." It seems that she still hates this topic very much.
I said, "I just wanted to ask you."
"Ah."
"I know you don't like their family for many reasons, but if one day your daughter really likes Huaixin, what would you do?" I said, "It's really just a hypothesis."
"You assume your daughter first."
"I think Huaixin is pretty good." It seemed much more reliable than Fanyin: "If Niannian likes it, I'm fine."
She smiled and said: "The next sentence will definitely make you uncomfortable, but since you asked this, I can only say. My daughter has a mother, and I can't let her live as if she didn't have a mother." Like my mother. As a mother, I have the responsibility to keep my daughter away from men who may make her unhappy. In my opinion, the men educated by the Fei family are likely to make my daughter unhappy."
Sure enough, it was something that made me uncomfortable, but I knew she meant no harm: "Sorry."
"It's nothing." Fanyin's tone of voice sometimes really resembles her, such as now: "In the future, we will understand first before expressing our opinions."
While speaking, we arrived at the place. It was a very beautiful looking mansion. It was built in a wealthy area, and it was very quiet.
As soon as I entered the gate of the villa, I saw Nian Nian.She was playing hide-and-seek with the maids, hiding behind the sofa, revealing those slender eyes that were exactly the same as Fanyin's.Glancing at us, he quickly shrank back.
Mrs. Han often came to see Niannian, and she was quite familiar with her, so she walked over and hugged her out.Nian Nian has grown up several times compared to before, and her eyebrows and eyes have opened a lot. She was caught, so she giggled, put her arms around Mrs. Han's neck and kissed her several times, and called her grandma clearly.
I saw that the child ignored me completely, and for some reason, he couldn't move his feet, so he just looked at her like that.I don't know if I'm the only one who feels this way: when I haven't seen someone for a long time, even if I miss her all day long, when I see her for the first time, I feel a little strange and at a loss.
Mrs. Han called me, and I remembered to go there, so I hurried over.Nian Nian naturally found me too, looked nervously at Mrs. Han, then at the wet nurse, and finally at me again, and called out uncertainly: "Mom?"
I couldn't help being taken aback, wanted to laugh, wanted to reach out to hug her, and wondered if I should say something.A burst of joy that almost went crazy grew in my heart. I couldn't really go crazy, so I worked hard to suppress her.
Probably because my expression made her feel funny, this time she narrowed her eyes a little badly, and said with a smile, "Mom!"
Mrs. Han also smiled, held her hand and said, "The little guy has a really good memory, do you still remember Mom?"
Nian Nian only smiles, as if she has done something that makes her proud. Yes, she secretly looks at me and smiles secretly.
Before I came here, I thought that Nian Nian must not remember me anymore, but obviously I underestimated the child's memory.
Because of the time difference, it's daytime here, of course I'm not sleepy, but Mrs. Han needs to rest.
I just stayed by Niannian's side, coaxing her with toys, and wanted her to be alone with me for a while.But she didn't want to, she had to drag the wet nurse everywhere, not only wasn't as clingy to me as before, but she was also wary of me.
I don't know what she is thinking in her little heart?She couldn't be sure if it was a real mother or a fake mother in front of her, or if she just remembered me, did she remember that I sent her away before?Will you be quietly entangled in why I "don't want" her in the days of separation?Just like myself in my childhood.
I can only stay with Nian Nian for one day, and of course there will be no progress in the relationship during this day.All I know is that she can speak a lot, can speak more than 100 English words, and is good at counting.The nurse also told a lot of interesting things about her, saying that she is very energetic and runs every day.She must sleep with her nurse, and sometimes calls her "Mom" in her dreams.She also said that when she saw children on TV with parents, she would feel very depressed. Whenever this happened, she wanted to stay by herself, not talking, and not wanting to be disturbed.
Thinking of that scene, my heart began to ache again, and I began to regret again, but I had no way out.After Niannian fell asleep, I watched her stay in the nurse's arms, looking like someone else's child.This scene suddenly made me understand that I was really incompetent, just like Mrs. Han on the way here, as a mother, I should shield my child from all risks, and I can not give birth to her.When I lost my first child, I should have understood that this marriage would not bring happiness to me and my children. At that time, I was not without a way out. I could have a tubal ligation and be locked up at home without taking medicine. At this time, it is not that I have nowhere to go, I can still die.
I... I am not helpless.
I was just too selfish and wanted to be a mother too much. I only knew the glory of being a mother, but I didn't think about the corresponding responsibilities.
I'm just so stupid to glorify trouble and live under the illusion that everything will be okay.
Now my child lives alone in a strange country with no mother or relatives, and the closest thing to me is a wet nurse who has no blood relationship.This feeling is so familiar to me, all the people around her just for work, there is hardly any emotional connection between each other, day after day, day after day, everything is as precise as a machine, because Each of them has a code, which is exhaustive and does not miss any detail.
This kind of life is like an ancient tomb out of the sky. Although it is rational and precise, it will not hurt, but it has no smell of human fireworks.
I always want to get myself out of my spiritual tomb, but at this moment, my child is staying here, but I can't save her.
That night, after Niannian fell asleep, I set off with Mrs. Han.
When he walked to the gate of the villa, he suddenly heard a servant's voice on the stairs.
We ran up quickly and saw Nian Nian just running over.
Purely on instinct, I bent down and opened my arms, and she immediately fell into my arms like a shooting star.Although it was so heavy and it hurt my wound, I still wanted to try to hug her up.
However, this thing was too heavy, and I had no strength left in my left hand, so I had to kneel on the ground and put my arms around her.She hugged my neck and cried for a long time with her pacifier in her mouth, and I also coaxed her for a long time.During that time, she kept whimpering and calling "Mom", which broke my heart.
We got on the plane overnight.
Because Mrs. Han’s eyes were uncomfortable, the pilot asked the pilot to fly back, and we sat on the sofa drinking and chatting.
Mrs. Han promised me: "Next month, if Yinyin is quite stable and you are confirmed to be on a business trip, then I will bring you here."
"Will it be dangerous to think like that?"
"There are some itineraries that he can never change. For example, this week's negotiation was about cooperation with several industry giants. The people who attended the meeting were all of high status, and they didn't trust each other. Therefore, he is almost under house arrest now. I can only make a few phone calls to the outside every day to report safety. He still has this kind of schedule next month, as soon as he goes, we will come over."
"Negotiations this week?" I thought I had misheard.
"Correct."
"Now he is negotiating?"
"Yes."
"But he replied to my e-mail before." I quickly took out my notebook, opened my mailbox, and found that there was an unread e-mail in it. Yes: Su Lingyu, happy birthday.
The inscription is "abnormal".
I handed the computer to Mrs. Han, she flipped through it, and smiled immediately: "Can I log in to my mailbox?"
"sure."
Mrs. Han switched the login, typed a line and sent it, and soon there was a reply, it was Fanyin's mailbox, and there was a picture attachment in it.
The picture is a piece of A4 paper with that perverted handwriting on it.The writing is very messy, and the general content is that if Su Lingyu sends him an email, say that he has gone to the South Pole, and tell others, but don't tell anyone specifically.He also told me to send birthday wishes on a regular basis, and not to use greeting cards, and wrote the content of the sending, which is the one sent over.There are also some things to pay attention to, which are generally not to be discovered, to hang out, not to reply to messages immediately, to be indifferent, to be disgusted, to conform to his usual tone of speech, and so on.
I really...
Mrs. Han also kept laughing, and said, "Let me just say, Fansheng personally sent him to the gate of the venue and watched him go in. How could he run to the South Pole?"
"Why did he do this?" I was really speechless: "Is this kind of low-level lie interesting?"
(End of this chapter)
I think Mrs. Han is very different from Fan’s father. Many times, Fan’s father’s words are just superficial, and he doesn’t necessarily think so in his heart. Moreover, he has always had room for maneuver, and he will not speak out easily, let alone You have to "say death".
I think, [-]% of Mrs. Han's words are true, which makes me feel a lot less pressure, and I am sincerely grateful to her.
Afterwards, she told me about her family, including of course her views on Fanyin's stepmother, but she didn't know more than Fan's father, and her evaluation was 100% negative.Obviously, in this family, only Britney has a crush on that stepmother. I really want to know what Britney really thinks of her.
After getting off the plane, we got in the car to find Nian Nian.Passing some buildings on the road, Mrs. Han pointed me to her company, saying that the towering building was the headquarters of their company, and she would come here at the end of every month.Turning another corner, he told me that the Fei family's company was there.
I was a little confused: "The Fei family still has a company?"
"Well, money laundering." She said: "The scale is already good, but it's too weak compared to the underworld business."
"Oh." I said, "Huaixin came here in the afternoon."
She glanced at me and asked, "What do you want to say?"
"He said he had contacted you, but both you and Mr. Han said that you are not in the local area and have no time to receive them." Obviously he was hiding his doubts: "I want me to bring you two well."
"Well." It seems that she still hates this topic very much.
I said, "I just wanted to ask you."
"Ah."
"I know you don't like their family for many reasons, but if one day your daughter really likes Huaixin, what would you do?" I said, "It's really just a hypothesis."
"You assume your daughter first."
"I think Huaixin is pretty good." It seemed much more reliable than Fanyin: "If Niannian likes it, I'm fine."
She smiled and said: "The next sentence will definitely make you uncomfortable, but since you asked this, I can only say. My daughter has a mother, and I can't let her live as if she didn't have a mother." Like my mother. As a mother, I have the responsibility to keep my daughter away from men who may make her unhappy. In my opinion, the men educated by the Fei family are likely to make my daughter unhappy."
Sure enough, it was something that made me uncomfortable, but I knew she meant no harm: "Sorry."
"It's nothing." Fanyin's tone of voice sometimes really resembles her, such as now: "In the future, we will understand first before expressing our opinions."
While speaking, we arrived at the place. It was a very beautiful looking mansion. It was built in a wealthy area, and it was very quiet.
As soon as I entered the gate of the villa, I saw Nian Nian.She was playing hide-and-seek with the maids, hiding behind the sofa, revealing those slender eyes that were exactly the same as Fanyin's.Glancing at us, he quickly shrank back.
Mrs. Han often came to see Niannian, and she was quite familiar with her, so she walked over and hugged her out.Nian Nian has grown up several times compared to before, and her eyebrows and eyes have opened a lot. She was caught, so she giggled, put her arms around Mrs. Han's neck and kissed her several times, and called her grandma clearly.
I saw that the child ignored me completely, and for some reason, he couldn't move his feet, so he just looked at her like that.I don't know if I'm the only one who feels this way: when I haven't seen someone for a long time, even if I miss her all day long, when I see her for the first time, I feel a little strange and at a loss.
Mrs. Han called me, and I remembered to go there, so I hurried over.Nian Nian naturally found me too, looked nervously at Mrs. Han, then at the wet nurse, and finally at me again, and called out uncertainly: "Mom?"
I couldn't help being taken aback, wanted to laugh, wanted to reach out to hug her, and wondered if I should say something.A burst of joy that almost went crazy grew in my heart. I couldn't really go crazy, so I worked hard to suppress her.
Probably because my expression made her feel funny, this time she narrowed her eyes a little badly, and said with a smile, "Mom!"
Mrs. Han also smiled, held her hand and said, "The little guy has a really good memory, do you still remember Mom?"
Nian Nian only smiles, as if she has done something that makes her proud. Yes, she secretly looks at me and smiles secretly.
Before I came here, I thought that Nian Nian must not remember me anymore, but obviously I underestimated the child's memory.
Because of the time difference, it's daytime here, of course I'm not sleepy, but Mrs. Han needs to rest.
I just stayed by Niannian's side, coaxing her with toys, and wanted her to be alone with me for a while.But she didn't want to, she had to drag the wet nurse everywhere, not only wasn't as clingy to me as before, but she was also wary of me.
I don't know what she is thinking in her little heart?She couldn't be sure if it was a real mother or a fake mother in front of her, or if she just remembered me, did she remember that I sent her away before?Will you be quietly entangled in why I "don't want" her in the days of separation?Just like myself in my childhood.
I can only stay with Nian Nian for one day, and of course there will be no progress in the relationship during this day.All I know is that she can speak a lot, can speak more than 100 English words, and is good at counting.The nurse also told a lot of interesting things about her, saying that she is very energetic and runs every day.She must sleep with her nurse, and sometimes calls her "Mom" in her dreams.She also said that when she saw children on TV with parents, she would feel very depressed. Whenever this happened, she wanted to stay by herself, not talking, and not wanting to be disturbed.
Thinking of that scene, my heart began to ache again, and I began to regret again, but I had no way out.After Niannian fell asleep, I watched her stay in the nurse's arms, looking like someone else's child.This scene suddenly made me understand that I was really incompetent, just like Mrs. Han on the way here, as a mother, I should shield my child from all risks, and I can not give birth to her.When I lost my first child, I should have understood that this marriage would not bring happiness to me and my children. At that time, I was not without a way out. I could have a tubal ligation and be locked up at home without taking medicine. At this time, it is not that I have nowhere to go, I can still die.
I... I am not helpless.
I was just too selfish and wanted to be a mother too much. I only knew the glory of being a mother, but I didn't think about the corresponding responsibilities.
I'm just so stupid to glorify trouble and live under the illusion that everything will be okay.
Now my child lives alone in a strange country with no mother or relatives, and the closest thing to me is a wet nurse who has no blood relationship.This feeling is so familiar to me, all the people around her just for work, there is hardly any emotional connection between each other, day after day, day after day, everything is as precise as a machine, because Each of them has a code, which is exhaustive and does not miss any detail.
This kind of life is like an ancient tomb out of the sky. Although it is rational and precise, it will not hurt, but it has no smell of human fireworks.
I always want to get myself out of my spiritual tomb, but at this moment, my child is staying here, but I can't save her.
That night, after Niannian fell asleep, I set off with Mrs. Han.
When he walked to the gate of the villa, he suddenly heard a servant's voice on the stairs.
We ran up quickly and saw Nian Nian just running over.
Purely on instinct, I bent down and opened my arms, and she immediately fell into my arms like a shooting star.Although it was so heavy and it hurt my wound, I still wanted to try to hug her up.
However, this thing was too heavy, and I had no strength left in my left hand, so I had to kneel on the ground and put my arms around her.She hugged my neck and cried for a long time with her pacifier in her mouth, and I also coaxed her for a long time.During that time, she kept whimpering and calling "Mom", which broke my heart.
We got on the plane overnight.
Because Mrs. Han’s eyes were uncomfortable, the pilot asked the pilot to fly back, and we sat on the sofa drinking and chatting.
Mrs. Han promised me: "Next month, if Yinyin is quite stable and you are confirmed to be on a business trip, then I will bring you here."
"Will it be dangerous to think like that?"
"There are some itineraries that he can never change. For example, this week's negotiation was about cooperation with several industry giants. The people who attended the meeting were all of high status, and they didn't trust each other. Therefore, he is almost under house arrest now. I can only make a few phone calls to the outside every day to report safety. He still has this kind of schedule next month, as soon as he goes, we will come over."
"Negotiations this week?" I thought I had misheard.
"Correct."
"Now he is negotiating?"
"Yes."
"But he replied to my e-mail before." I quickly took out my notebook, opened my mailbox, and found that there was an unread e-mail in it. Yes: Su Lingyu, happy birthday.
The inscription is "abnormal".
I handed the computer to Mrs. Han, she flipped through it, and smiled immediately: "Can I log in to my mailbox?"
"sure."
Mrs. Han switched the login, typed a line and sent it, and soon there was a reply, it was Fanyin's mailbox, and there was a picture attachment in it.
The picture is a piece of A4 paper with that perverted handwriting on it.The writing is very messy, and the general content is that if Su Lingyu sends him an email, say that he has gone to the South Pole, and tell others, but don't tell anyone specifically.He also told me to send birthday wishes on a regular basis, and not to use greeting cards, and wrote the content of the sending, which is the one sent over.There are also some things to pay attention to, which are generally not to be discovered, to hang out, not to reply to messages immediately, to be indifferent, to be disgusted, to conform to his usual tone of speech, and so on.
I really...
Mrs. Han also kept laughing, and said, "Let me just say, Fansheng personally sent him to the gate of the venue and watched him go in. How could he run to the South Pole?"
"Why did he do this?" I was really speechless: "Is this kind of low-level lie interesting?"
(End of this chapter)