Chapter 574
Chapter 574
Chapter 574
I said: "Mom called to find you, happy birthday to you."
She ignored me and said to herself, "Did my dad tell you he's cured?"
"What gift do you want?" I asked.
She paused and continued: "The little grandpa said that my father's head was stimulated so he didn't recognize me, but he already believed that I was his daughter and treated me well. He is very interested in you, Mother……"
I took advantage of her pause to interject: "I didn't prepare a present because you returned all the previous presents to me. I wonder if you don't like dolls anymore? You tell mom, I will prepare whatever you like now." for you."
Her tone started to hurt a little, but she was still stubborn: "My father's illness is cured."
Just as I was about to speak, she said aggrievedly, "Why don't you listen to me..."
I couldn't help feeling distressed, and couldn't avoid it any longer: "He has recovered from his illness, congratulations."
"So can you come back and live with us?" she asked.
I said, "No. And I don't want to hear about him again."
She said nothing.
I don't know what her expression is, but I don't want to lie to her: "He told me that you said a lot to him. Nian Nian, I hope you can accept it, and I won't go back to your father again."
"I don't want to accept it." She muttered: "My father's illness is cured, anyway, you haven't married Uncle Meng. I don't like Uncle Meng, and he's not my father."
"It's fine if I like him. Your sister also likes him better." I said, "Your sister is very afraid of your father. Even if it's only because of this, I shouldn't reconcile with him."
"Then my sister is your child, so am I?" she asked sadly.
"Of course you do. If you want, you can still come back to be with me now, and I won't stop you from seeing your father." I said, "It's good for you and me."
"It's not good for me, I want mom and dad to be with me." She said, crying: "Mom, I think you are so selfish, and my dad didn't do anything wrong...even if he did, That's also because Nian Nian is not good, I told him the matter. Just forgive Nian Nian and come back to us, okay? I don't even have a mother anymore!"
I don't know whether these words were thought by herself or someone taught them, but these words made my heart hurt.
I didn't speak, but she sobbed for a while, sobbing and said: "I don't understand, you knew that my father was sick before, why did you give birth to me, and then abandoned me after giving birth. You told me, my father He is sick, we want to help him together, and now you have regretted it. You told me before that children should know how to be responsible for their actions, so why are you irresponsible?"
I said, "You're right."
She was sobbing and didn't speak.
"I did speak big words and did wrong things. I really shouldn't have given birth to you in that situation." I said, "But Nian Nian, although you are right, I still have to say sorry. You It's not that I haven't tried this kind of responsibility, but I really can't afford it."
She said, "You'll be fine when you come back."
"I can't go back." I said, "During the days when I was divorced from your father, I often wondered why I have come to this point? I want to change your father's illness in a whimsical way. I gave birth to a child so that you and your sister lived in such a deformed family. Even if your father is in this situation, I still don’t like you more than him... etc. I understand that it is my failure. I Admit that my marriage to your father was wrong, and the main responsibility for this mistake is not your father, but myself. All these years, since I realized this, I have been trying to make myself better , but I found that apart from making myself more and more odious and making the situation worse, I couldn't change anything at all."
While I was breathing in and wiping my tears, Niannian said, "I don't just like my father, I also like my mother..."
I didn't take her word for it.
I don't know if what I said can be understood by Nian Nian, but I don't expect her to understand completely, and I don't expect her to stop blaming me, I just want her to understand my determination: "Nian Nian, people It is true that I should pay for my choice, but it is too expensive. If I can live to be 60 years old, thinking that I will be with your father for the next 30 years, and repeat the turbulent days of the past ten years, I still don’t Make this better, so I will be scarier and uglier, and then there will be only you in the mother's world, and you will grow up soon, you will want to be independent, and you will leave me. Then I will Just nothing."
"I won't..." She whispered as if she had been wronged.
"You will." I said, "At that time, you will still say, mother, why can't you be happier? Obviously you chose to marry my father, and you chose to stay with him, why do you want to become So hateful? Why do you blame me every day? Nian Nian, in a few years you will understand that in the current situation, no matter what choice I make is wrong, just like you and your sister, no matter what you decide, it will hurt one of them. So I'm selfish because I want to make a better choice for myself. Even if I don't marry Uncle Meng, there will be other uncles. Even if I don't marry again, I will never go back to be with your father. Sorry, read read."
She was silent for a long time before asking: "Then what should I do?"
"I hope you will come back to live with me, and I will arrange for you to meet your father." I said, "It's just because my conditions are better."
She hesitated for a long time before saying, "Then can you return all my father's money to him?"
My heart skipped a beat, and I felt something was wrong, and asked, "Who asked you to make this request?"
"No one." She said: "My father is very poor now, and he still needs to take medicine to treat his illness. My grandfather borrowed a lot of debts to help him see a doctor. Mom, didn't you take my father's money? You pay him back OK?"
"I gave him money during the divorce."
"That's just a little bit of money," she said. "I'm talking about my dad's big house, car, plane, and his men and business... If my dad had these, he wouldn't let you Being bullied by a bad uncle, let alone being thrown off by you using this as an excuse."
I said, "First of all, who asked you to make this request?"
"Myself," she insisted.
I asked, "Then do you understand what these mean?"
"Of course I understand that these used to belong to my father." She said: "Now we can't go out because the police always follow us and always come to our house. There are many people who want to kill my father. A few days ago A man ran into the house and hid in our study for a long time with a gun. Fortunately, my dad caught him out."
I was even more worried: "Then what are you doing?"
"I have! I was terrified!" She swept away the haze before and said excitedly: "Mom, I'm really scared."
I said, "Then I'll send someone to pick you up."
"do not want!"
"I have to pick you up if I don't want to," I said, "If I had known about these things, I wouldn't have put you there. Besides, your grandma promised me that you would live in her house, why would you live with your father?" Together?"
"Because I am determined to live with my father, and I came back to live with my father!" She became anxious and yelled: "If you pick me up, I will run outside, lose myself, and let you Never find me again!"
Even if I send people there now, I still need to wait a while. I understand Nian Nian's temper, so I said, "Then what do you want to do?"
"Just return all my father's money to me." She said, "My father told me before that it was all for me."
I said, "I will give it to you after you become an adult."
"But I have a right to dispose of it," she said. "I want to give it back to my father."
I really can't believe that Nian Nian would take the initiative to talk to me about this kind of thing, "Tell me, who taught you these words?"
"No one taught me." Nian Nian was very unhappy: "Mom, you have already said that you don't want to come back to be with my father no matter what, I am my father's baby, so you don't want me anymore , in that case, now my dad and I are suffering, why are you still holding our money?"
I said, "The money will be given to you when you become an adult."
"I want it now."
"Not now." I said bluntly.
"Hmph!" Niannian snorted heavily: "So you cheated my dad of his money and then divorced him, right?"
I turned my voice cold: "Who told you that? Was it your grandfather?"
"Where do I need someone to tell me? Isn't this how things are?" She seemed to be a different person suddenly, and said angrily: "Mom, what you said is all lying to me, right? Otherwise, why don't you give the money away?" Give us?"
I'm completely sure that there is a military advisor behind her who knows me well, no need to ask, it's either Old Man Fan or Fan Yin.
I said, "I won't give it to you because I fear it's a trick."
"The money originally belonged to my father, so how could it be a scheme to return it to my father?" She said eloquently, "You are the one with the scheme!"
I really wanted to continue to refute, but reason pulled me back in time, because I suddenly recalled what Fanyin told me when he accused his mother in court.I understand that I must be trapped by the same routine. If I am too determined, Nian Nian will definitely "lose myself". Well, mom promises you, I will give it to you first. But I need someone I choose to assist you."
"No, my dad can help me."
"Okay." Forget it, it's a matter of stabilizing her anyway, and I can't be too obedient to be seen as a flaw: "But the property part must be your name."
(End of this chapter)
I said: "Mom called to find you, happy birthday to you."
She ignored me and said to herself, "Did my dad tell you he's cured?"
"What gift do you want?" I asked.
She paused and continued: "The little grandpa said that my father's head was stimulated so he didn't recognize me, but he already believed that I was his daughter and treated me well. He is very interested in you, Mother……"
I took advantage of her pause to interject: "I didn't prepare a present because you returned all the previous presents to me. I wonder if you don't like dolls anymore? You tell mom, I will prepare whatever you like now." for you."
Her tone started to hurt a little, but she was still stubborn: "My father's illness is cured."
Just as I was about to speak, she said aggrievedly, "Why don't you listen to me..."
I couldn't help feeling distressed, and couldn't avoid it any longer: "He has recovered from his illness, congratulations."
"So can you come back and live with us?" she asked.
I said, "No. And I don't want to hear about him again."
She said nothing.
I don't know what her expression is, but I don't want to lie to her: "He told me that you said a lot to him. Nian Nian, I hope you can accept it, and I won't go back to your father again."
"I don't want to accept it." She muttered: "My father's illness is cured, anyway, you haven't married Uncle Meng. I don't like Uncle Meng, and he's not my father."
"It's fine if I like him. Your sister also likes him better." I said, "Your sister is very afraid of your father. Even if it's only because of this, I shouldn't reconcile with him."
"Then my sister is your child, so am I?" she asked sadly.
"Of course you do. If you want, you can still come back to be with me now, and I won't stop you from seeing your father." I said, "It's good for you and me."
"It's not good for me, I want mom and dad to be with me." She said, crying: "Mom, I think you are so selfish, and my dad didn't do anything wrong...even if he did, That's also because Nian Nian is not good, I told him the matter. Just forgive Nian Nian and come back to us, okay? I don't even have a mother anymore!"
I don't know whether these words were thought by herself or someone taught them, but these words made my heart hurt.
I didn't speak, but she sobbed for a while, sobbing and said: "I don't understand, you knew that my father was sick before, why did you give birth to me, and then abandoned me after giving birth. You told me, my father He is sick, we want to help him together, and now you have regretted it. You told me before that children should know how to be responsible for their actions, so why are you irresponsible?"
I said, "You're right."
She was sobbing and didn't speak.
"I did speak big words and did wrong things. I really shouldn't have given birth to you in that situation." I said, "But Nian Nian, although you are right, I still have to say sorry. You It's not that I haven't tried this kind of responsibility, but I really can't afford it."
She said, "You'll be fine when you come back."
"I can't go back." I said, "During the days when I was divorced from your father, I often wondered why I have come to this point? I want to change your father's illness in a whimsical way. I gave birth to a child so that you and your sister lived in such a deformed family. Even if your father is in this situation, I still don’t like you more than him... etc. I understand that it is my failure. I Admit that my marriage to your father was wrong, and the main responsibility for this mistake is not your father, but myself. All these years, since I realized this, I have been trying to make myself better , but I found that apart from making myself more and more odious and making the situation worse, I couldn't change anything at all."
While I was breathing in and wiping my tears, Niannian said, "I don't just like my father, I also like my mother..."
I didn't take her word for it.
I don't know if what I said can be understood by Nian Nian, but I don't expect her to understand completely, and I don't expect her to stop blaming me, I just want her to understand my determination: "Nian Nian, people It is true that I should pay for my choice, but it is too expensive. If I can live to be 60 years old, thinking that I will be with your father for the next 30 years, and repeat the turbulent days of the past ten years, I still don’t Make this better, so I will be scarier and uglier, and then there will be only you in the mother's world, and you will grow up soon, you will want to be independent, and you will leave me. Then I will Just nothing."
"I won't..." She whispered as if she had been wronged.
"You will." I said, "At that time, you will still say, mother, why can't you be happier? Obviously you chose to marry my father, and you chose to stay with him, why do you want to become So hateful? Why do you blame me every day? Nian Nian, in a few years you will understand that in the current situation, no matter what choice I make is wrong, just like you and your sister, no matter what you decide, it will hurt one of them. So I'm selfish because I want to make a better choice for myself. Even if I don't marry Uncle Meng, there will be other uncles. Even if I don't marry again, I will never go back to be with your father. Sorry, read read."
She was silent for a long time before asking: "Then what should I do?"
"I hope you will come back to live with me, and I will arrange for you to meet your father." I said, "It's just because my conditions are better."
She hesitated for a long time before saying, "Then can you return all my father's money to him?"
My heart skipped a beat, and I felt something was wrong, and asked, "Who asked you to make this request?"
"No one." She said: "My father is very poor now, and he still needs to take medicine to treat his illness. My grandfather borrowed a lot of debts to help him see a doctor. Mom, didn't you take my father's money? You pay him back OK?"
"I gave him money during the divorce."
"That's just a little bit of money," she said. "I'm talking about my dad's big house, car, plane, and his men and business... If my dad had these, he wouldn't let you Being bullied by a bad uncle, let alone being thrown off by you using this as an excuse."
I said, "First of all, who asked you to make this request?"
"Myself," she insisted.
I asked, "Then do you understand what these mean?"
"Of course I understand that these used to belong to my father." She said: "Now we can't go out because the police always follow us and always come to our house. There are many people who want to kill my father. A few days ago A man ran into the house and hid in our study for a long time with a gun. Fortunately, my dad caught him out."
I was even more worried: "Then what are you doing?"
"I have! I was terrified!" She swept away the haze before and said excitedly: "Mom, I'm really scared."
I said, "Then I'll send someone to pick you up."
"do not want!"
"I have to pick you up if I don't want to," I said, "If I had known about these things, I wouldn't have put you there. Besides, your grandma promised me that you would live in her house, why would you live with your father?" Together?"
"Because I am determined to live with my father, and I came back to live with my father!" She became anxious and yelled: "If you pick me up, I will run outside, lose myself, and let you Never find me again!"
Even if I send people there now, I still need to wait a while. I understand Nian Nian's temper, so I said, "Then what do you want to do?"
"Just return all my father's money to me." She said, "My father told me before that it was all for me."
I said, "I will give it to you after you become an adult."
"But I have a right to dispose of it," she said. "I want to give it back to my father."
I really can't believe that Nian Nian would take the initiative to talk to me about this kind of thing, "Tell me, who taught you these words?"
"No one taught me." Nian Nian was very unhappy: "Mom, you have already said that you don't want to come back to be with my father no matter what, I am my father's baby, so you don't want me anymore , in that case, now my dad and I are suffering, why are you still holding our money?"
I said, "The money will be given to you when you become an adult."
"I want it now."
"Not now." I said bluntly.
"Hmph!" Niannian snorted heavily: "So you cheated my dad of his money and then divorced him, right?"
I turned my voice cold: "Who told you that? Was it your grandfather?"
"Where do I need someone to tell me? Isn't this how things are?" She seemed to be a different person suddenly, and said angrily: "Mom, what you said is all lying to me, right? Otherwise, why don't you give the money away?" Give us?"
I'm completely sure that there is a military advisor behind her who knows me well, no need to ask, it's either Old Man Fan or Fan Yin.
I said, "I won't give it to you because I fear it's a trick."
"The money originally belonged to my father, so how could it be a scheme to return it to my father?" She said eloquently, "You are the one with the scheme!"
I really wanted to continue to refute, but reason pulled me back in time, because I suddenly recalled what Fanyin told me when he accused his mother in court.I understand that I must be trapped by the same routine. If I am too determined, Nian Nian will definitely "lose myself". Well, mom promises you, I will give it to you first. But I need someone I choose to assist you."
"No, my dad can help me."
"Okay." Forget it, it's a matter of stabilizing her anyway, and I can't be too obedient to be seen as a flaw: "But the property part must be your name."
(End of this chapter)