Chapter 214
Fear
Lin Fan curled up on the sofa wrapped in a quilt.She tried to close her eyes and rest, but for some reason, she always thought of the face of the green mecha.
Sneaking out from under the quilt, she carefully looked at Song Ren sitting on the single sofa, and she felt a little at ease in her heart.
"What's the matter?" Sensing her sizing up, Song Ren asked.
"No... say goodnight to you." Lin Fan smiled to cover it up, then retracted into the quilt again and remained silent.
Lin Fan who was hiding under the quilt did not see Song Ren's probing eyes behind her.
She was apprehensive and dazed until dawn, and finally fell asleep.But when he felt someone approaching, he jumped up suddenly.
"It's me!" Song Ren hurriedly stopped her, grabbed her with both hands, and caught her firmly.
He didn't forget that Lin Fan's wound was stretched last night.A few more times of tossing like this, it will be a ghost if it can be done well.
Lin Fan didn't tell him, and Song Ren couldn't expose her, so he went to Jin Sichen directly in private.
"Do you think I don't know?" Jin Sichen said angrily, "It's just that Lin Fan is avoiding this problem. I can't just tear it open for her and let her face the pain, right? Although this is also a way, but at present It’s definitely not a good idea.”
"Then what should we do?" Song Ren frowned. "Just let her deceive herself like this? When?"
"Wait a little longer." Jin Sichen said, "Hurry up, her mental activity last night was so intense that the stars were all set out for her. The emotional peak will be reached soon."
"You want to cut in when she is most afraid?" Song Ren didn't understand, "What's the benefit of reaching the peak of emotion?"
"It's not for the benefit, it's for her to ask for help." Jin Sichen said, "She's always used to handling things by herself. When encountering a situation, she never thinks of asking others for help. I just took this opportunity to force her."
"You..." Song Ren didn't expect Jin Sichen to have this purpose.
"Her fear now is nothing more than two points. One is the fear of being unable to fight and get injured, and facing the strong." Jin Sichen had already analyzed Lin Fan thoroughly, and there was only one chance to intervene. "There is one more..."
"The fear of killing people." Song Ren continued.
"Yeah, you have experience and understand better than me. It's not that easy to deal with." Jin Sichen raised his legs, "Lin Fan couldn't even save a stray dog from death. This time, he killed a person with his own hands..."
Jin Sichen didn't say anything later, and Song Ren also knew that it was not easy to get rid of such negative emotions.
Not to mention Lin Fan, even Li Chunhua, who had the biggest heart, had nightmares for several days after he came back. It was only after Lin Fan woke up and diverted his attention that this matter was over.
Although Ji Yu didn't say anything, Song Ren found a lot of his browsing history in the computer: information about eliminating psychological shadows.
As for Lin Fan, as the person who did it, the emotional impact is of course incomparable to others.
Song Ren has been watching her since she woke up, and he was surprised to see that she was fine, thinking that he was worrying for nothing.It's just that she didn't expect her to hide so deeply that it took so long to break out.
But it's always good to burst out, and it's more troublesome to keep it in your heart.
Song Ren chose to believe in Jin Sichen's professionalism and did not continue to question it.
He went back and took Lin Fan to make an appointment with Dr. Xiao for an examination, to make sure that the internal organs inside were still intact from time to time.
Seeing that Lin Fan, who was walking out by himself yesterday, was pushed back again, and the wound was still purple, Dr. Xiao reluctantly gave the suggestion of resting.
How else could it be?She doesn't know how to deal with such a situation, it's always right to keep her?
Li Chunhua and Ji Yu took the opportunity to lead people to replace the damaged floor and furniture.
From this day on, Lin Fan slept in the back room, always accompanied by someone on the sofa.
But he didn't know if some strange switch was turned on, Lin Fan began to have nightmares every day.
Dreaming of a green mecha mask, dreaming of a pair of orange eyes floating everywhere, dreaming of that face with blond hair that I can't remember what it looks like...
Lin Fan woke up from the nightmare several times, feeling blood and people everywhere... Gradually he dared not turn off the lights and go to sleep.In the end, even when the person accompanying her sat by the bed, it was difficult for her to fall asleep.
The fear in my heart gradually accumulated, and my mental state was extremely poor.
Jin Sichen wanted to wait for Lin Fan to ask for help, but he couldn't wait.Or he couldn't stand it anymore, and went to give psychological counseling to others.
But just as Jin Sichen expected, Lin Fan's fear was mixed with many other things, and there was no way to resolve it so quickly with pure psychological counseling.
She doesn't have a strong enough heart yet.
If it's another person, Jin Sichen is not afraid, just hypnotize the matter.
But who is Lin Fan?She is a woman that Jin Sichen cannot hypnotize, and this trick is useless at all.
No way, everyone can only patiently accompany her more, try not to let Lin Fan be alone, and increase her fear.
Gradually, everyone crowded into Lin Fan's room, and when they went to bed at night, Ji Yu and Li Chunhua would still make the floor next to Lin Fan's bed.
The days are a bit like when they were traveling during the Chinese New Year, everyone fell asleep and chatted in the Datong shop.
Under the multi-pronged intervention, Lin Fan gradually relaxed his mind. After more than half a month of self-cultivation, he managed to gradually stay away from the nightmare.
Of course, after such a long period of recuperation, the wound has returned to a little pink state.
The weather is getting cooler and autumn is coming.
Lin Fan, who was in good condition, walked all the way to the cafeteria to find something to eat, and ran into Jiang You and others whom he hadn't seen for a long time.
"Lin Fan, how are you?" Jiang You knew something must have happened since he hadn't seen Lin Fan since the inspection.
But after searching several times, they couldn't find anything at all.I only heard from people watching the live broadcast that the white mecha was injured and it was quite heavy.
The others didn't know, but Jiang You and the others knew that the white mecha was Lin Fan.They felt bad at the time.
Coupled with the fact that they will not meet Song Ren and others later, they feel that the problem is even bigger.Anxious, but don't know what to do.
A group of people who had been stimulated by the green mecha inspired their fighting spirit instead.
Whether it's the researchers or the pilots, as long as the people who have seen the scene at the time are working hard, they can't wait to improve their technology.
If you fall behind, you will be beaten. This sentence can never be wrong at any time.
Because of this incident, the overall research atmosphere of 800 is very good, and the research progress has been further improved.
The most satisfying thing is Cui Yan.
Lin Fan seems to be fine, and the overall development of technology has also accelerated...
If there's anything better, well, he's got a new research subject...
In short, Jiang You only found out about Lin Fan's recent situation when he accidentally met Li Chunhua for a meal.Knowing that she was fine, everyone breathed a sigh of relief.
Today, I finally saw a real person, with all beards and tails, and walked into the cafeteria by myself, everyone was very happy.
Everyone greeted her one sentence at a time, and even many people who usually irritated her with yin and yang, came forward to care about her.
No one knew she had ever died.
Li Chunhua watched Lin Fan accept everyone's greetings with a smile, and sighed in his heart: It's good to be alive.
Sneaking out from under the quilt, she carefully looked at Song Ren sitting on the single sofa, and she felt a little at ease in her heart.
"What's the matter?" Sensing her sizing up, Song Ren asked.
"No... say goodnight to you." Lin Fan smiled to cover it up, then retracted into the quilt again and remained silent.
Lin Fan who was hiding under the quilt did not see Song Ren's probing eyes behind her.
She was apprehensive and dazed until dawn, and finally fell asleep.But when he felt someone approaching, he jumped up suddenly.
"It's me!" Song Ren hurriedly stopped her, grabbed her with both hands, and caught her firmly.
He didn't forget that Lin Fan's wound was stretched last night.A few more times of tossing like this, it will be a ghost if it can be done well.
Lin Fan didn't tell him, and Song Ren couldn't expose her, so he went to Jin Sichen directly in private.
"Do you think I don't know?" Jin Sichen said angrily, "It's just that Lin Fan is avoiding this problem. I can't just tear it open for her and let her face the pain, right? Although this is also a way, but at present It’s definitely not a good idea.”
"Then what should we do?" Song Ren frowned. "Just let her deceive herself like this? When?"
"Wait a little longer." Jin Sichen said, "Hurry up, her mental activity last night was so intense that the stars were all set out for her. The emotional peak will be reached soon."
"You want to cut in when she is most afraid?" Song Ren didn't understand, "What's the benefit of reaching the peak of emotion?"
"It's not for the benefit, it's for her to ask for help." Jin Sichen said, "She's always used to handling things by herself. When encountering a situation, she never thinks of asking others for help. I just took this opportunity to force her."
"You..." Song Ren didn't expect Jin Sichen to have this purpose.
"Her fear now is nothing more than two points. One is the fear of being unable to fight and get injured, and facing the strong." Jin Sichen had already analyzed Lin Fan thoroughly, and there was only one chance to intervene. "There is one more..."
"The fear of killing people." Song Ren continued.
"Yeah, you have experience and understand better than me. It's not that easy to deal with." Jin Sichen raised his legs, "Lin Fan couldn't even save a stray dog from death. This time, he killed a person with his own hands..."
Jin Sichen didn't say anything later, and Song Ren also knew that it was not easy to get rid of such negative emotions.
Not to mention Lin Fan, even Li Chunhua, who had the biggest heart, had nightmares for several days after he came back. It was only after Lin Fan woke up and diverted his attention that this matter was over.
Although Ji Yu didn't say anything, Song Ren found a lot of his browsing history in the computer: information about eliminating psychological shadows.
As for Lin Fan, as the person who did it, the emotional impact is of course incomparable to others.
Song Ren has been watching her since she woke up, and he was surprised to see that she was fine, thinking that he was worrying for nothing.It's just that she didn't expect her to hide so deeply that it took so long to break out.
But it's always good to burst out, and it's more troublesome to keep it in your heart.
Song Ren chose to believe in Jin Sichen's professionalism and did not continue to question it.
He went back and took Lin Fan to make an appointment with Dr. Xiao for an examination, to make sure that the internal organs inside were still intact from time to time.
Seeing that Lin Fan, who was walking out by himself yesterday, was pushed back again, and the wound was still purple, Dr. Xiao reluctantly gave the suggestion of resting.
How else could it be?She doesn't know how to deal with such a situation, it's always right to keep her?
Li Chunhua and Ji Yu took the opportunity to lead people to replace the damaged floor and furniture.
From this day on, Lin Fan slept in the back room, always accompanied by someone on the sofa.
But he didn't know if some strange switch was turned on, Lin Fan began to have nightmares every day.
Dreaming of a green mecha mask, dreaming of a pair of orange eyes floating everywhere, dreaming of that face with blond hair that I can't remember what it looks like...
Lin Fan woke up from the nightmare several times, feeling blood and people everywhere... Gradually he dared not turn off the lights and go to sleep.In the end, even when the person accompanying her sat by the bed, it was difficult for her to fall asleep.
The fear in my heart gradually accumulated, and my mental state was extremely poor.
Jin Sichen wanted to wait for Lin Fan to ask for help, but he couldn't wait.Or he couldn't stand it anymore, and went to give psychological counseling to others.
But just as Jin Sichen expected, Lin Fan's fear was mixed with many other things, and there was no way to resolve it so quickly with pure psychological counseling.
She doesn't have a strong enough heart yet.
If it's another person, Jin Sichen is not afraid, just hypnotize the matter.
But who is Lin Fan?She is a woman that Jin Sichen cannot hypnotize, and this trick is useless at all.
No way, everyone can only patiently accompany her more, try not to let Lin Fan be alone, and increase her fear.
Gradually, everyone crowded into Lin Fan's room, and when they went to bed at night, Ji Yu and Li Chunhua would still make the floor next to Lin Fan's bed.
The days are a bit like when they were traveling during the Chinese New Year, everyone fell asleep and chatted in the Datong shop.
Under the multi-pronged intervention, Lin Fan gradually relaxed his mind. After more than half a month of self-cultivation, he managed to gradually stay away from the nightmare.
Of course, after such a long period of recuperation, the wound has returned to a little pink state.
The weather is getting cooler and autumn is coming.
Lin Fan, who was in good condition, walked all the way to the cafeteria to find something to eat, and ran into Jiang You and others whom he hadn't seen for a long time.
"Lin Fan, how are you?" Jiang You knew something must have happened since he hadn't seen Lin Fan since the inspection.
But after searching several times, they couldn't find anything at all.I only heard from people watching the live broadcast that the white mecha was injured and it was quite heavy.
The others didn't know, but Jiang You and the others knew that the white mecha was Lin Fan.They felt bad at the time.
Coupled with the fact that they will not meet Song Ren and others later, they feel that the problem is even bigger.Anxious, but don't know what to do.
A group of people who had been stimulated by the green mecha inspired their fighting spirit instead.
Whether it's the researchers or the pilots, as long as the people who have seen the scene at the time are working hard, they can't wait to improve their technology.
If you fall behind, you will be beaten. This sentence can never be wrong at any time.
Because of this incident, the overall research atmosphere of 800 is very good, and the research progress has been further improved.
The most satisfying thing is Cui Yan.
Lin Fan seems to be fine, and the overall development of technology has also accelerated...
If there's anything better, well, he's got a new research subject...
In short, Jiang You only found out about Lin Fan's recent situation when he accidentally met Li Chunhua for a meal.Knowing that she was fine, everyone breathed a sigh of relief.
Today, I finally saw a real person, with all beards and tails, and walked into the cafeteria by myself, everyone was very happy.
Everyone greeted her one sentence at a time, and even many people who usually irritated her with yin and yang, came forward to care about her.
No one knew she had ever died.
Li Chunhua watched Lin Fan accept everyone's greetings with a smile, and sighed in his heart: It's good to be alive.