Chapter 3539
Shadow
Chapter 3539 Shadow
"Yes." Lu Yinting said, "In fact, at that time I felt that more was not enough. Even if I lit all the candles in the world, I would still feel that the candlelight was not enough. My heart was dark at the time. No matter how many candles I lit, they were only the light from the outside world that I lit. That light was not in my heart."
At this time, Ning Duanye thought that the deep reason why he brought so many candles out was related to the situation she described. Although he had the light of Lu Yinting by his side at this moment, and although he knew that he was saving her life, they would never be separated, but he would have to experience a farewell in the near future. From then on, she would not be able to stand beside him and talk to him as before, and her light would no longer be able to illuminate his heart in the same way as before. In this way, although he thought he was still with her, this upcoming change that he really didn't want to accept would still make him feel that the light would not be enough once she passed away. He was not sure when she would pass away. Once she passed away, he felt that the light in his heart was not enough, so he would add light by lighting as many candles as possible.
In fact, at that time, even if he lit a lot of candles, he would not feel that the light was enough, but he would still want to do so when he heard Lu Yinting say this.
After hearing what Lu Yinting said, Ning Duanye suddenly realized that lighting so many candles would not solve the problem. Moreover, if he still felt that the light was not enough after lighting so many candles and he could not find any other solution, then this approach would only aggravate the sadness brought by the farewell.
He wanted to find a solution to the problem, so he asked Lu Yinting: "What happened next?"
"Later, I saw groups of fireflies here, and I extinguished the candle. Of course, I didn't think much about why I extinguished the candle at that time. When I looked at the dancing fireflies, the feeling in my heart suddenly changed, and I didn't think about how it was different at that time. I looked here for a long time, calmed down, and told myself that the future might not be dark. Now I think about it, it is true, and then I met you." Lu Yinting said.
"Are you no longer worried about someone catching up with you?" Ning Duanye asked.
"Yes, it was only at this time that I felt there was really no need to keep running. I knew that actually no one was chasing me before, and what was still chasing me was just the shadow in my heart." Lu Yinting replied.
These words made Ning Duanye think, and he thought: Sometimes, people think they do certain things because of other things, but in fact it may just be because they have the shadow of other things in their hearts.
"At that time, I sat down on the stone where we are now, looking at the fireflies, and I seemed to suddenly find another reason why I extinguished the candle before." Lu Yinting said.
"What's the reason?" Ning Duanye asked.
"I thought of the fireflies that glow on their own," Lv Yinting said. "In fact, I may have vaguely realized this when I extinguished the candle, but the reason did not clearly emerge in my mind. Later, when I was sitting on this stone watching the fireflies, the reason suddenly became clear. I think if my heart can glow and my heart is no longer dark, even if there are no candles to light and I walk on a dark road, my future will not be completely dark."
(End of this chapter)