Chapter 4643
Cleansed
Chapter 4643 (Four Thousand Six Hundred and Forty Three) Cleansed
“You could say that,” the man replied.
"In other words, when you asked him that, you actually...actually wanted to 'cleanse' the influence of the feeling you had before on your heart?" the man asked.
"Yes." said the man.
"You think that as long as you prove now that he said he made a sound even though he obviously didn't, even though you yourself felt that he made a sound, then he is deceiving you, and things are consistent with what you said. Your feelings are meaningless, and you don't have to feel uneasy about having had that feeling. This is the case with this incident, so you think that the previous situations were also like this, and you don't have to feel uneasy about those feelings you had when you were 'wavering'?" asked the Man with Gray Hands.
"That's right." The man said, "Actually...actually, now that I think about it, it doesn't make sense. Because even if the actual situation of whether he made a sound is consistent with what I said, and it really has nothing to do with how I feel, it can't prove whether the actual situation of whether he is my father is consistent with what I said, and it can't prove whether whether he is my father is related to how I feel."
"Yes, there is actually no necessary connection between whether he is your father or not and whether he made any sound at that moment." said the man with gray hands.
"Now that I think about it, it's like this, but at that time... at that time in that world... I... I just felt that these two things were related, and even... even that the situation of the latter thing could prove the situation of the former thing." The man answered.
The Gray Hand asked, "You even thought that if he lied about whether or not there was a sound, it would prove that he must have lied about whether he was your father?"
"Yes, that's what I thought at the time." The man said, "Not only that, in my mind, if he lied about whether or not he made a sound, it would prove that he must have lied about many things before."
"Would you really be able to 'cleanse' the anxiety in your heart by saying those words at that time?" asked the Gray Hand Man.
"I didn't know what would happen next," the man replied.
"Do you know what your inner uneasiness at that time was related to?" asked the Gray Hand Man.
"It should... it should be related to the fact that when I was 'wavering', I was worried that the man with blue nails in front of me was really my father... That kind of uneasiness... probably came from a sense of shame. If my father had blue nails at some point, I would feel... extremely ashamed. Even if all that did not happen in this real world, I... I couldn't stand it. So... so I have to use this method to 'wash away' that uneasiness no matter what. In this way, I can 'wash away' the sense of shame that arose when I was accidentally shaken." said the man.
"You had already determined at that time that the other party was not your father, but the relative in blue armor. Do you still feel it is necessary to 'cleanse' the shame that arose when you accidentally 'wavered' before?" asked the Gray Hand Man.
"Yes, I really don't want to leave that kind of thing behind... It would be best if the uneasiness caused by the sense of shame disappeared!" the man said, "It would be best if you don't leave a mark on me, otherwise... otherwise I... would feel really uncomfortable."
The Gray Hand Man asked, "When you connected the matter of whether the blue-armored relative made a sound with the previous incident, did you have any special feelings?"
(End of this chapter)