Chapter 640
What about the details of Chapter 640? What about the process, the posture, and the reaction?
That's quite a boast.
When they kissed, their lips were always taut. When his hand reached in and touched Xiwei's back, Xiwei immediately backed away.
Jiang Yang could imagine that if he really touched her breasts, Xi Wei would immediately back down.
Ultimately, it's because Xiwei's parents weren't self-aware enough. If they had gone to visit relatives when they took Xiwei home, he might be lying on Xiwei's bed right now.
Let's see if Xiwei dares to say to him with the same confidence she had on the phone, "If you're so capable, then touch my breasts!"
He was about to retort, "If you're so good, then try winning at PUBG!"
Not in a hurry.
Take it easy.
Xiwei is still developing.
……
Tian Xiwei typed "Goodnight" on her phone screen.
She threw her phone next to the pillow and pulled the blanket over half her face.
The scent Jiang Yang left on her was like an all-pervasive wind, suddenly penetrating her nostrils.
The scene of Jiang Yang and I entwined in the car behind the Tongliang Library is still vivid in my mind whenever I close my eyes.
His warmth still seemed to linger on her lips.
Tian Xiwei stuck out the tip of her tongue and licked her lower lip.
My cheeks started to feel hot, and even the tips of my ears felt burning hot.
This wasn't the first time she had kissed Jiang Yang.
But it still feels different.
I've learned a little more.
It's no longer cupping.
She touched her back with her hands behind her back, which was where Jiang Yang's hand had slipped inside.
It still retains his touch.
The warmth, a pressure that made her heart race.
My instinct to back away was the most direct physical reaction.
But after stepping away, a strange, inexplicable emotion arose in my heart.
I don't dislike it.
Instead, it felt like a small drum was gently beating, creating a sense of panic and confusion, along with a curiosity that even I dared not admit.
She had never been so intimately touched by a man before.
Jiang Yang's arms were very strong, and when he wrapped them around her, she could clearly feel the rise and fall of his chest.
It enveloped her.
I felt both nervous and helpless.
Tian Xiwei turned over, making a mess of the blankets.
Staring blankly at the ceiling, my mind is filled with those images.
Let's take another look at the message she just sent to Jiang Yang: ["If you're so capable, try touching my breasts!"]
I know that I can only be tough on this kind of thing from behind a screen.
When it really came down to face to face.
She panicked when his hand touched her back, and all her confidence vanished.
Both my body and mind experienced a different kind of excitement.
It felt both unfamiliar and new.
I was both a little scared and couldn't help but think back on it.
"How could I have been so cowardly back then? Now I'm reflecting on it."
Yes, that's the word "review".
When playing King of Glory, sometimes I feel unwilling to accept defeat, so I watch the replays in the game records, review the whole game, and study how I lost and at which key points I lost.
Now she is reviewing and analyzing Jiang Yang's previous actions.
And the look in their eyes.
Guess what Jiang Yang was thinking at that moment, so you'll have a better understanding next time you encounter something like this.
At the same time, I couldn't help but touch my lips, savoring that unfamiliar sensation.
After thinking it over and over, I'm still annoyed by my own cowardice.
When planting strawberries for Jiangyang, I wasn't afraid at all.
When you actually kiss someone, your heart races because of that instant intimacy.
"This is love, hehe..."
Moonlight streamed through the gaps in the curtains, casting a long, thin shadow on the sheets.
Tian Xiwei tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.
I think about it from left to right, from east to west, my mind wanders, I think about everything under the sun.
My heart felt like it was pounding with a little rabbit, sometimes sweet, sometimes flustered, and sometimes a little shy.
Those unprecedented emotions intertwined and filled her chest, keeping her awake until late at night.
Those subtle, innocent flutters of emotion.
Like stars, they shone brightly in the darkness, keeping her wide awake.
He blurted out in Chongqing dialect, "It was absolutely awesome!"
She messaged Bailu: "Dog Sister, are you asleep?"
[“I’m going to sleep, don’t nag.”] Received Bailu’s reply.
She was also called Huoguanwei.
That's an awful name.
Her kissing Jiang Yang now is no longer like cupping therapy.
Tian Xiwei typed: ["I know you're not asleep, let's chat, I can't sleep."]
[“No, no, I don’t know you, I don’t know you.”] Bai Lu replied.
Tian Xiwei typed: ["Why are you treating me like this? I'm a long-time employee of the company, your senior. Is it just because I call you 'Dog Sister'? 'Dog Sister' and 'Paparazzi Sister' are no different."]
"Get out! That sounds even worse than 'Mom's sister'!"
[“Got some juicy gossip? A female actress and a male actor kissed in a car.”]
Bai Lu replied instantly: ["Quickly! What's the situation? Is this melon guaranteed to be ripe?"]
Tian Xiwei typed: [“Are you not angry anymore?”]
Bai Lu replied: [“Be angry, be angry; enjoy your melon, enjoy your melon. Finish your melon before you get angry again.”]
Tian Xi hesitated for a moment.
Send a message: ["You have to promise not to tell anyone that this actress is actually me."]
I really can't sleep, so I wanted to share this.
Suddenly I understand why some people have a strong desire to share their experiences.
Hao Chun is a bit slow-witted and has no dating experience, so talking to him about these things is like casting pearls before swine.
I can't talk to my mom or sister.
Otherwise, he would keep cursing Jiang Yang like a bastard.
She and Zhou Ye weren't that close.
Ruonan probably doesn't understand anything.
Chaoyue is asleep.
After thinking it over and over, I came up with the White Dew solar term.
"What's going on? Tell me quickly!" Bai Lu urged.
[“Actually, it was just that Jiang Yang and I kissed, hugged, and Jiang Yang took me home.”]
[“That’s it? Didn’t you two kiss before? Did you do anything?”]
Bai Lu sent a long message: [“What about the details, the process, the posture, the reaction…”]
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Wanwan Province.
Mingdao University.
After finishing her chat in the [Pretty Girl Battle 4] group, Zhao Lushi carried a bag of snacks to the dormitory building.
The phone in my pocket kept buzzing.
She freed her hand and took out her phone.
It was a message from my roommate.
It's all in traditional Chinese characters.
Zhao Lushi walked and looked around, slowing her pace slightly:
[“Haochun has remade your bed and fluffed up the pillows.”]
"I poured myself a cup of warm cereal."
"Chat with her for a bit."
When school first started, I felt very uncomfortable seeing these messages with traditional Chinese characters posted by my roommates.
Now we're all familiar with each other.
I was busy at school all day and didn't have time to spend with Haochun.
She was chosen by the teacher for the class's end-of-term themed fashion show.
There's no way to avoid it.
From 8 a.m. to 6 p.m.
Pattern making, cutting, and watching the models try on the clothes to adjust the details.
I have to spend the whole day in the craft classroom.
Let alone spending time with Haochun, I probably don't even have much time to look at my phone.
Hao Chun was told to explore on her own, but she refused and stayed in her dorm all day. Fortunately, her roommate's group made progress quickly and returned soon.
Help her keep Haochun company.
At the same time, I understand.
Her roommates got along well with her, partly because of their gentle nature.
But that's by no means all of them.
Beneath the surface of their friendly interactions, there were hidden interests at play, and she understood that perfectly well.
Her family was well-off; her parents had amassed a considerable fortune through business.
I didn't show her much care when she was little, but I always gave her a lot of pocket money.
A few tens of thousands of RMB a month, which is roughly equivalent to over a hundred thousand NTD.
That's enough for her to live as she pleases at school.
Her roommates all come from ordinary families, and there are some things they want that they have to grit their teeth to afford, but she can buy them casually as gifts.
She gave her roommate the latest iPhone, which had just been released in Taiwan at the time and was quite expensive.
I gave them Dior lipsticks and perfumes that they couldn't bear to buy themselves.
The roommates were filled with surprise when they opened the gift boxes.
During the Chinese New Year, I would buy them expensive wool scarves as gifts, and last month I gave them the latest wireless earphones.
Seeing my roommate complaining about his computer lagging, I moved a new laptop over a few days later.
These things were just pocket money that she could spend casually.
For roommates from ordinary families, it's a luxury they have to save up for a long time to own.
Problems that can be solved with money are not big problems.
I know my own personality very well now.
She has the fiery temper of a Chengdu girl at heart, as well as incurable personality flaws.
They speak without restraint; when happy, they're loud and boisterous, and when unhappy, they swear without thinking.
Sometimes when I get into arguments with people, I raise my voice, and my domineering attitude is something I hate even myself.
I know this is wrong.
He's not exactly a person of high character, though he never admits it.
I tried to change, but habits formed over so many years can't be changed so easily.
The only time he restrained himself was when he was recording the variety show "Mars".
Only when the camera was pointed at her did she force herself to lower her voice, control her mouth, and try not to swear.
Try to appear gentle and polite.
But as soon as they leave the camera's view and return to familiar surroundings, their true nature is exposed again.
I'm afraid that my bad temper and the swear words I casually utter will upset my roommates.
I'm also afraid they'll think I'm uncivilized behind my back.
So they would send gifts to subtly make up for this unease.
Mingdao's dormitory area consists of low-rise buildings, with clothes hanging on the balconies.
There are several large banyan trees downstairs, and simple stone benches are placed under the trees.
There were few people around at night, only the chirping of insects and the sound of a basketball being dribbled in the distance.
The motion-sensor lights at the entrance of the building turn on as soon as someone approaches, illuminating the clean staircase and the dormitory notices posted on the walls.
I pushed open the door to the dormitory.
The dormitory room is small, with bunk beds and desks underneath.
The air conditioner is on.
Her desk was covered with a computer, books, and small toys.
Zhao Lushi immediately spotted Liu Haochun sitting in her seat, watching a movie on his computer.
It's Zhou Xingchi's "Flirting Scholar".
It's a classic movie; I've watched it many times.
The other three roommates stood around, laughing intermittently.
They weren't familiar with Liu Haochun.
Liu Haochun is not talkative, unlike Ruth, even though they've known each other for almost a year.
However, Hao Chun was a friend of Ruth's, and they were willing to come over and chat with Hao Chun a bit more, afraid that Ruth would be lonely.
Over the past few days, Zhao Lushi has been spending time with Liu Haochun, gradually opening up her tightly closed heart.
I finally know the real reason why she fell out with her parents.
At first, Zhao Lushi wanted to persuade her, after all, blood is thicker than water. She thought that Liu Haochun, like herself, lacked the company of her parents since childhood and had some resentment in her heart, which was why she had such a bad relationship with her parents.
But after hearing Liu Haochun's words, she realized she was wrong.
Liu Haochun grew up with his parents.
That companionship was nothing but distorted indoctrination and endless denial.
It has worn down Hao Chun's heart, leaving it covered in countless wounds.
Dad always told Haochun, "What's the use of a girl studying well or dancing well? In the end, she still has to get married. If you can make a man happy and get him to help you, it's better than you working hard for ten years on your own."
"Being good-looking is an asset. What's wrong with using your beauty a little? If you can get what you want, that's your skill."
"Don't be so rigid. Women should know how to use their advantages to marry into a wealthy family and never have to worry about anything for the rest of their lives."
But Mom was saying the complete opposite:
"Men are all the same. They can talk a good game, but they're all scheming. Don't believe their lies."
"You can't rely on anyone but yourself, but you don't have any great skills. What future can you have?"
"I was blind to marry your father back then. Don't repeat my mistake, you're so stupid and foolish."
Two extreme views pierced Hao Chun's heart like needles.
Hao Chun both longs to be loved and is afraid to get close to anyone.
I don't even dare to hope for a normal intimate relationship.
They have no idea what true love and family affection should look like.
What pained Zhao Lushi even more was that Liu Haochun had never heard a word of praise from childhood to adulthood.
If you get into the top three in your grade, your father will only frown and say, "This is nothing to be proud of. My friend's daughter got first place and was even admitted to a university without taking the entrance exam. You're terrible."
She won an award in a city-level dance competition.
Mom glanced at the trophy: "Dancing well can't put food on the table. It's better to learn how to deal with people, be a little glib, and find a rich man in the future."
Carefully trying to please.
Do your best and give it your all.
All I ever get in return is being told I'm not good enough, not successful, and inferior to others.
Over time, Haochun also came to believe that he was a terrible person.
Extremely low self-esteem.
I'm always cautious and apprehensive about everything I do.
Afraid of making mistakes, afraid of being disliked.
If someone is even slightly nice to her, she tries her best to please them and repay them doubly.
When Haochun went home this time, he brought with him 100,000 yuan that he had saved up, intending to give it to his parents.
Despite being hurt countless times, she still wanted to prove that she was useful and worthy of her parents' love.
As soon as I got home, I heard a huge commotion inside.
My parents are getting a divorce again.
What chilled Hao Chun even more was that the locks on the door had been changed long ago, and they hadn't told her a word, no matter how long she knocked on the door.
Until Hao Chun kicked the door open.
This was the first time I had a falling out with my parents.
After learning all this, Zhao Lushi swallowed back the words she originally wanted to say, "They are still my parents..."
I can't bring myself to say it.
Just imagining that she was Hao Chun made her nose sting and her eyes and throat tighten. It took her a long time to squeeze out a sentence: "How could they do this to you..."
It was in a hotel bed at the time.
She wanted to say something, but felt that any words would be inadequate.
All he could do was hold Liu Haochun's hand tightly, pull her into his arms, and offer her a meager bit of support.
After that, she never tried to persuade Liu Haochun to reconcile with her parents again.
Because even she herself couldn't do it.
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P.S.: Thank you to "I Love Fitness" for the small cake for Zhuang Dafei and the small chicken leg for Ju Jingyi. (End of Chapter)