Chapter 852
Chapter 852
"You are the best choice to be the savior, after all, isn't this what you came here for?"
"Who told you I came here to be some damn savior? When did I ever want to be some damn savior? All I want to do is get rid of those frustrating things you've done when I'm bored, it's that simple. But you guys insist on clinging to me being this savior. Have you ever thought about how I feel? When did I ever want to be this savior? I have absolutely no interest in this savior role. Believe it or not, I believe I have absolutely no interest. If I had even the slightest interest, I wouldn't be in this situation. Okay, I know what you're thinking. You just want to use me, like I said before. But even if you want to use me, you should find someone else to use. Don't keep thinking about using me; it's useless no matter how much you try to use me."
"I cannot be used by you. Even if you want to use me, you should think carefully before you act. If I were used by you, wouldn't that make me look incredibly stupid? I'm not stupid, and I don't want to be. You should know that very well. I want to do what I want to do, and I just hope you understand that. If you don't understand, then pretend I didn't say anything. If you do understand, then pretend I've made myself perfectly clear. Okay, I've said everything I needed to say. I hope you understand and stop bothering me. Of course, you shouldn't bother me either, because it's pointless. I..." "If it were truly about saving your world, I would naturally step in. But with my current strength, saving it is utterly wishful thinking. So, you need to bring me some good things. If you bring them, then there's no problem. But if you don't, then I can only say one thing: you're overthinking it. After all, you want my help without giving me anything in return. Aren't you being a bit too optimistic? I'm not stupid; why would I do something like that? Even if I wanted to, I couldn't possibly do so much. Don't you agree? I think that's the logic."
Fang Yu felt his mouth was getting dry from talking, so he took a sip of tea. He thought the tea was good, so he poured a cup for the other person. The other person didn't mind Fang Yu's kindness and just took a sip.
"The tea is truly excellent; I never expected you to have such a refined taste."
"If I didn't have such leisure and refined tastes, I'd probably be dead long ago, so don't even think about getting anything from me. I really have nothing, and I won't give you anything. If I did, I'd be close to death myself. I know what you're trying to say, and I understand what you want to do, but sometimes I really can't agree to your requests. As for why, I think you know better than I do. What I want to do is actually very simple, yet also very complicated. I hope you can understand. If you don't understand, then there's nothing I can do. I truly have no other choice. If I had even the slightest option, I wouldn't be in this situation, wouldn't you say?"
"That's how I feel. There's nothing to say or not to say."
"If you feel it's something I can say, or something I can't say, then I can only say that sometimes I really don't know what to do. Sometimes I really don't know what to do. Actually, I understand why you ask me to do so much. If I didn't understand, I wouldn't be telling you all this. But even if I understand you, I should know that I can't help you, because it doesn't benefit me at all, not even the slightest bit. Since it doesn't benefit me at all, why should I help you? Don't you think that makes sense? So don't even think about me helping you. I really can't help you. If I could help you, I wouldn't be alive now."
"You can leave now. Don't expect me to help you. If I really wanted to help, I would have already done so. But unfortunately, I can't. It's a pity, and I know it's a pity. I understand and I know all of this. I hope you can understand and know this. If all else fails, then I can only say one thing: do whatever you want and don't think about those messy things."
"As long as you don't think about those messy things, everything will be fine. If you do think about those messy things, then don't expect any benefit. Those messy things are really not a good thing. There's really nothing good about them, nothing is good at all. I'm absolutely certain of that. I hope you can understand, and I really hope you can understand all of this. I really hope you can understand all of this. There's nothing that can't be said or said. Just do your thing peacefully, and the rest isn't important. I just hope we're all well, and I just hope we don't bother each other. That's the best outcome, nothing could be better than that." "It's even better, really, I'm not joking, I'm stating a fact. There's no better outcome than this, and I hope you can understand that, I really hope you understand. But that doesn't mean I can do it. I will do better, you understand? If I don't do well, I'll leave on my own. But if you want me to save the world, you should forget about it. That's impossible. How could I do such a thing? I'm not stupid. This isn't my job, and I would never do it. Unless I'm out of my mind, why would I do such a thing? Don't you agree? Therefore, don't overthink it. Just think it through, and don't worry about the rest."
"You say you don't need to care, but you make it sound so easy. What's the reality? You know perfectly well that even if you don't want to care, you still have to. You can't just say you don't care and then ignore it. Sometimes you have to get involved."
The other person took a sip of tea and sighed. What he said made Fang Yu feel somewhat helpless, because he had once been in the same situation as the other person.
Sometimes there are many things you don't want to manage, but you have to manage them. If you don't manage them, mistakes are likely to happen. And once mistakes happen, it's difficult to change them.
Under these circumstances, it's difficult for anything to change. "I know what you're talking about, and I understand what you're trying to say, but sometimes I feel helpless. Sometimes I have to deal with things I don't want to deal with, but those things are really annoying. If I don't do anything about them, things will easily go wrong, but if I do, it will affect me. It's a really headache-inducing and helpless situation. Don't you think that's the truth? I think that's the truth. Isn't it ridiculous? I clearly don't want to deal with it, yet I'm complaining to you about it. Actually, I know that sometimes if I did, it would reduce a lot of harm, reduce the number of deaths, and allow many families to live happily. But when I think about it carefully, what does it have to do with me? It's not my business, nor is it my responsibility, but I can't help but worry, so I have no choice but to do it."
“Sometimes I really feel like I'm meddling in other people's business, meddling in too much. I really shouldn't be meddling in so many other people's business. What do these other people's business have to do with me? In this situation, what am I supposed to do? What can I do? I can't do anything, and I don't understand anything. Actually, it's not that I don't understand, it's just that I don't want to understand these things, because these things don't benefit me, and they don't give me any good impression. If I do them, it's easy to affect my own situation. If I don't do them, it's easy to affect everyone's impression of me.”
"I am not a cold-blooded person. I also want to have control over my own life and death. But some people's lives and deaths are simply beyond my control. I have never thought about controlling their lives and deaths. In fact, if I cannot control their lives and deaths, it is difficult for me to trust them anymore. Don't you think that makes sense? So, when you are in a position of power, you have to control the lives and deaths of some people. Sometimes it is a last resort, there is no other way. It is actually very funny and ridiculous. I know it is a very ridiculous thing. I don't want to end up like this, but there is no other way. Sometimes it is simply impossible not to end up like this."
"Many times I feel helpless and have no choice but to go down this path. If there were any other way, I would not want to go down this path, but I have no choice. Going down this path will cause many people to die, and I have no other option."
"Although I am not as kind as others, I am not a cold-blooded person either. In fact, I don't understand why I am so kind. Perhaps in your eyes I am not a kind person, but I am kind enough. Actually, I originally had the opportunity to have everything, but in the end I chose to give it up."
"As for why I chose to give up, I don't really understand it either. But since I've chosen to give up, I naturally won't say anything more. Sigh, to be honest, this is a really troublesome thing that I have no choice but to deal with. I know that sometimes I shouldn't say these things, but sometimes I have to say them because I have no other option."
"I would never want to do these things, no matter the time or place, but sometimes when I see people suffering, I feel compassion. In such situations, what can I do? I have no choice but to help. I don't want them to suffer, even if they have nothing to do with me. But if they are truly suffering, I can't bear it. Of course, I don't treat everyone this way; I only treat those I care about. If I care, I will naturally do it. If I don't care, I won't do anything bad. Bad things aren't important to me, and they won't cause me any big problems. Actually, there are many things I want to do, and there are also many things I don't want to do. Sometimes those things I don't want to do just happen to come looking for me, and that can be a real hassle. I don't want to have so much trouble."
“Sometimes, in some places, at some times, it’s all the same, there’s no difference. I just hope you can get all of this, and I hope you can understand all of this. Don’t think about those bad things. What’s the use of those bad things? They’re completely useless, otherwise they wouldn’t be called bad things. These bad things are really a headache, so very a headache, they’re extremely a headache.”
"But what can we do in the face of these bad things? There's absolutely nothing we can do, not even a tiny bit. If there had been even the slightest way, we wouldn't have ended up like this. Don't you think that makes sense? I think that's exactly the point."
"Actually, I don't know what to say or what to do. I just hope to resolve all of this and face it all."
"You should know what I want to do, and you should understand what I want to accomplish. You should know all of this, and you shouldn't gamble with it, you shouldn't do it. I just hope you understand all of this. Alright, I've made myself perfectly clear. You should understand what I mean. Go do what you should be doing, and don't come looking for me again. Even if you do, it's useless. The end result will be the same. I'm not threatening you, but telling you a fact, a true fact, a fact you must know. I'm not saying more than I can say, but hoping you can understand. I know you know a lot, but I also hope you don't know too much." (End of Chapter)