Chapter 857
Chapter 857
"All living beings and the dead in this world have finite lifespans. Whether they can do something meaningful within those limited lives depends entirely on their own will and has nothing to do with us. I know you may not understand what I'm saying, but I still hope you can. Because I'll be leaving soon, and you may not be able to handle the things you'll face on your own. But I hope you can solve these problems. If you can't, it will be a catastrophe, a disaster for this world. You should know all of this, and you should understand it all, but I don't know why you're running away, why you're afraid to face it. Is it just because of my existence? Do you just think I'm more suitable? Perhaps you're wrong. You think those old fogies want me to be the savior for my own good, or for the good of the world, but they're just using me. Aren't you the same?"
“I have never thought of using anyone else. I just want to fight for something, but you are unwilling to give me even that. You think I will unify the world, you think I will unify the universe, you think I will take away everything you have now, and then the world and the universe will all be mine. But that is impossible. You know that, but you still think so.”
Fang Yu gave a wry smile, then continued speaking.
"Your thinking is incredibly foolish. Do you even realize how wrong you've become about what a person should do? You should understand, but you're unwilling to act on it, unwilling to face it. Don't you think you're incredibly foolish? I think you're extremely foolish. Yet, you insist on being clever, thinking you're invincible, unparalleled in the universe, that you should be able to control everything, to rule everything, to master everything. These are all your thoughts, but have you ever considered the consequences of your actions? Anyway, I don't think anything you've done is right. There are indeed reasons for everything you've done, and I understand them perfectly well, but I won't condone them."
"All of this has hurt me, it has hurt me terribly. Under these circumstances, how could I possibly approve of you? I'm not out of my mind, am I? If I'm not out of my mind, I definitely won't approve of what you're doing. I think you're a bunch of idiots, a bunch of idiots who don't even understand what they're doing. If you could understand what you're doing, you wouldn't be so foolish. I really doubt if you even have brains. I really doubt if you even have brains. I think you're completely brainless. Since you don't have brains, why should I care about you? I'm not a real fool, I'm not a complete idiot. How could I possibly do something like this? How could I possibly do it? Do you think you're too smart, or too capable? I think you're not only not smart, but you're not very capable either. If you were capable, I wouldn't have survived this long. It's precisely because you're not capable that I've survived this long. I don't even know why I've survived this long. Maybe I'm more capable. Don't you think that makes sense?"
"I hope you can understand all of this, I hope you can comprehend this point, I hope you can grasp all of this. But obviously you don't have that kind of brain. You just keep using others and using yourselves. You use others to get what you want, and you use yourselves to get what you want. Everything about you changes in the process of using others. Everything is about using yourself and using others."
"Honestly, it's really unnecessary and meaningless. It's really unnecessary and meaningless. Sigh, it's so painful, so incredibly painful, it's just unbearable."
"I don't know what you guys are thinking, but I haven't thought these things through. I absolutely haven't thought these things through, and these things have nothing to do with me. Don't you think so?"
“I think that’s how it is. I think everything should be done according to what I said. Only in this way can the current trouble be resolved. If it’s not like that, then it can only mean one thing: I’ve mistaken the person for someone else.”
"Well, it turns out I was wrong. I absolutely did not make any mistakes, I can be sure of that. I absolutely cannot make any mistakes. All the mistakes came from other people, what does it have to do with me? It has absolutely nothing to do with me. As for whether you want to believe it or not, that's your business. Anyway, I will never believe any of this, I will absolutely never believe any of this, unless I've lost my mind, don't you think? So, unless you've lost your mind, then don't do those bad things. If you have lost your mind, then go ahead and do it, and tell me after you're done. That way, maybe you'll still have a chance to live. Of course, you won't die immediately, but when you have no more use to me..." "At that moment, did you think you would live or die? I thought you would die, and die a horrible death. It was an inevitable end, an extraordinary end. I also hoped you could live, but the facts proved you couldn't, you really couldn't. If there had been even the slightest chance of survival, you could have continued living, but what did the facts prove? The facts proved you simply couldn't live. Under these circumstances, what else is there to say? Under these circumstances, there is absolutely nothing to say. Whether you understand or not, I don't really have the mood to teach you anymore. But if I don't teach you, and you continue to be so foolish, you will only be a burden to me. So I have no choice but to force myself to teach you these things, even though you are my brother."
"I don't want the same thing to happen a second or third time. If it does, neither of us will survive. The only ones who will benefit are those old geezers. Why don't they die? Because in their eyes, you idiots are the best tools they can use. That's why they let you live. You're so stupid that they can use you to the end. If you can be used by them, it will be easier for them to do what they want. They can completely control you by using moral blackmail. This behavior is really shameless, but it's really effective. I have to admire how effective it is. It's incredibly effective. You just don't know it, you just don't understand it."
"Alright, even if you understand, you won't do what I say because you've never cared about me at all. Under these circumstances, how could you possibly do what I say? It's completely impossible, utterly impossible. I hope you can understand all of this, I really hope you can understand all of this. It's beyond imagination. Sigh, this is truly a painful thing, so painful, unimaginably painful, so hard to accept, yet we have to accept it. It's a fact, there's nothing better than this, but there's nothing worse than this. It's something we can't face and can't confront. I don't know how to explain this to you clearly. You have to understand and feel it yourself. If you can't understand or feel it, then it only means one thing."
"That means you are too stupid, so stupid that you are not qualified to understand or comprehend it."
“You’re right, you’re absolutely right, very correct, very, very correct. These are all things you should do, things you must do. There will be some benefits if you do them, and you have no choice but to do them. If you don’t do them, it will be unacceptable to people, especially those old geezers. None of them are good people. I know very well that they are not good people.”
"But sometimes there's just no way, sometimes there's absolutely no way. What do you think we should do? I think there's absolutely no way, but I know you definitely have a way." "I hope you can understand this, and I hope you can comprehend this. If you don't understand, the consequences will only be more tragic and more painful."
"Are you willing or not? The final result can only be this, the final result is only death, there is no test, there really is no way to survive except this one, there is no way to survive, and I hope you can understand that, if there were a way to survive, then there would be, but unfortunately there is no way to survive, if there were even the slightest way to survive, you wouldn't have ended up like this, don't you think?"
"Sometimes I really feel terrible. Why do I have to do so many wrong things? Why am I forced to do so many wrong things? I've already done so well, but why do people still want to harm me? I shouldn't have to endure this kind of harm, I shouldn't have to bear these consequences, but what is the final result? I have no choice but to endure it, no choice but to accept it. Do you think there's any benefit in doing this? What I'm doing is completely pointless, but I have no choice but to do it. Can you believe how painful it is? Am I wronged? I am extremely wronged. But there's no way, really no way, not a single way, not even the slightest way. There's absolutely no way. Sigh, can you believe how pitiful I am? I am truly pitiful, I'm pitiful to the extreme, I'm pitiful to an unimaginable degree, utterly unimaginable. It's just that I get so much in return, just too much. Sigh, it's such a painful thing, so incredibly painful, it's unbearably painful."
"What's the point of saying all this? I want to know why you're spouting so much nonsense. It's completely useless, absolutely useless. If it were even slightly useful, you wouldn't be spouting so much nonsense, right?"
"You're absolutely right, you're so right, you're absolutely right."
"If it weren't for this reason, you would at least have some brains, but unfortunately, you have no brains at all. You're completely out of ideas, utterly without any solutions whatsoever."
"I have absolutely no way to deal with you either. If there were even the slightest way, it would be a really good thing. Unfortunately, there is no way at all."
“I don’t want this to happen, but I have no choice. I really have absolutely no other way. If I had any way to deal with you, I would have killed you long ago. Even if you were my brother, I would still kill you. Really. Your stupidity makes me want to kill you, but I have no choice. There is absolutely no other way. If I had any other way, I wouldn’t back down. There is absolutely no other way, not even the slightest way.”
"Alright, just go do what you need to do. Don't do these pointless things, but sometimes there's really no other way."
"What you're saying is just to make excuses for yourself; it's all just making excuses."
"Yes, everything I'm saying is just excuses for myself. But what can I do? The excuses are just that valid. What can anyone do? I can't do anything either. Anyway, the excuses are just that valid. Do whatever you want, don't bother me. You're completely useless, utterly useless. Isn't it good that I'm making excuses for myself? Do I have to be like you, a fool, and not make excuses for myself? I should make excuses for myself. Only then can I feel a little better, really. When I'm in a good mood, the things I can do are incredibly good, unimaginably good. No matter what you think, I don't think I've done anything wrong. Do whatever you want, there's absolutely no need for you to bother me. Do whatever you want, don't think about the consequences."
"I've said what I needed to say, and you've said what you needed to say, so there's nothing more to say. Just go and do what you need to do."
"You should understand this, don't think about anything else. There aren't any other good people; if they weren't good, there's nothing we can do. But there are truly good people, exceptionally good, incredibly good, unimaginably good." (End of Chapter)