Chapter 892
Chapter 892
"So there's a reason for starting over, but I can't tell if it's an illusion or reality. If it's an illusion, then where is the real me? If it really is a second chance, then why can't I change what I want to change, and why am I still bound by so many restrictions? Why did you have to come to me? Couldn't you have come to someone else? Why did you have to come to me? Are you all just bored? I think you are. If you weren't bored, how could you be so idle? That's how I feel. You're all just bored out of your minds."
"If you weren't so incredibly bored, how could you possibly know so much, or do so many things, right? Old man, if you really want to help me, or rather, if you really want to deal with me, then show me your strength. Don't think about those messy, meaningless things. Those things won't have much impact on me, nor will they affect me. You should understand that, you should be clear about that. As for whether it's good or evil, that's not important. What's important is to do what you're supposed to do. If you're here to kill me, then hurry up and do it while I'm not particularly powerful yet. You still have a chance. Once I become strong enough, then you really won't have the slightest chance. I don't need to say more about this; you should understand that. But I still think I need to make it clear to you, otherwise, you might never understand what I mean by this. I really just want to change everything from the past, but you insist on not letting me change you. What can I do? What should I do? I have absolutely no idea what to do."
Fang Yu looked at the old monster in front of him and couldn't help but sigh. After all, his sister had left, and his biggest backer was gone. But even so, he was confident that he could handle everything. That was his ability. If he didn't even have that ability, then he wouldn't be far from death. But he believed that he had the ability and the skill. If he didn't even have that skill, then he really wouldn't be far from death, but would be right around the corner. He had to do it.
"You did absolutely nothing wrong. No one will say you did anything wrong, and I won't say you were wrong either. It's just the truth. No one will say anything, but that's the reality. There's nothing anyone can do about it, not even me. I'm truly sorry. I don't know how to change any of this. It might all be fake, it might all be an illusion. If it's fake, if it's an illusion, what will you do? Are you going to destroy everything in front of you? If it's fake, an illusion, you can't destroy everything in front of you at all. Instead, all sorts of variables will occur, and all the illusions will become reality. What will you do then? How will you..." Change? What you need to do now is follow the steps, let nature take its course and see what happens. If you can change things, then it's best to change them. If you can't change them, then don't force it. Try your best to go with the flow and don't force it, because the price of doing so is too high for you to bear. You don't have the strength or ability to defy fate. This is your biggest problem: your strength is not enough. If you do these things without sufficient strength, it's no different from courting death. I'm telling you the truth, not lying or deceiving you. I'm just telling you the truth.
"As for whether you can accept the truth, that's up to you. Anyway, I've told you everything I needed to say. Whether you're willing to believe it or not is your own business and has nothing to do with me. Of course, I hope you can believe all of this because it's all true. If you don't believe it, you should know how serious the consequences will be without me having to explain. So I still hope you can accept all of this and do everything well. That way, I can put my mind at ease and entrust everything to you."
"What is the world like now? I'm sure you know perfectly well enough that I don't need to say more. I don't want to use any nonsense to tell you or force you to make a choice you don't want to make. I simply can't do that. So I hope you can understand all of this. Everything I've done is for the sake of this world, so that it can become a better place and be free from problems. That way, I can finally put my mind at ease and stop worrying about anything."
"Your existence has given me hope again, after I had fallen into despair. I truly see in you something I never saw before: hope. The hope of the entire cultivation world. In this situation, do you think I would abandon you? That's impossible. I would rather die than abandon you. Your existence means to me the ability to save this cultivation world. Under these circumstances, asking me to let you go is impossible. Therefore, I hope you can help resolve everything. If you help resolve everything, then everything will make sense and will naturally resolve itself. This is an incredibly good thing, absolutely an incredibly good thing. There's nothing else to it." Nothing can compare to these things. Nothing can compare to this. I hope you understand these things; you absolutely must know them. It's not that I want you to know, it's that you absolutely must know. If you don't know, then everything we've done before will be worthless, completely meaningless. Sigh, it's truly a painful thing, so painful. I don't know how to describe this feeling, I don't know how to use words to tell you this feeling, because this feeling is so agonizing. It's so painful that I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do. Really, I really don't know what to do, I don't know what to do. I only know how I should treat you.”
"You should become stronger, more capable, and better able to understand, manipulate, and control people's hearts. That's what you should be doing, not stuck here with a splitting headache. You shouldn't be like this. You should become stronger so that those people can't deal with you or fight against you. That's what you should be doing. Really, that's what you have to do. There's no other choice. If you don't do these things, many things will be affected. Therefore, you must accomplish these things."
The old man's words plunged Fang Yu into silence. Fang Yu knew very well that everything the old man said was true, without a doubt. He had to do these things; there was no room for negotiation. After all, he was a part of this world. Although he was an intruder, he was still a part of this world and had no choice. Under these circumstances, what could he do? He had absolutely no way out, not even the slightest bit. If he had any other choice, things wouldn't have come to this.
"I know what I should do, and I understand what I'm doing now, but even though I understand and know, I'm unwilling. What can you do to me? I just don't want to. I really don't want to because the price is too high. I can't bear such a high price, and I don't want to bear such a high price, yet I have to bear such a high price. Why did they have to come to me? Couldn't you have found someone else? Why did they have to come to me? I just want to cultivate properly and resolve this matter. As for what the matter is, I'm not entirely sure, but I want to resolve it because of me. So if I don't resolve it, no one will be willing to put in so much effort." This is such a huge price to pay to solve these problems. I didn't want to pay such a high price, but there's nothing I can do. That's just how it is. I can't help it, I can't be willing to do it, because that's just how it is. Do whatever you want, do whatever you want, whatever you want. I don't want to be in this mess, but there's nothing I can do, absolutely nothing. Who wants this? Nobody wants this. I don't want to either, I really don't want to, I'm so upset, you know? I guess you old guys only want me to do chores and help out, you haven't cared about what I think, and you won't care. You just want me to solve your problems, and how many problems do you have?
“I feel like my troubles will only increase, become more painful, more difficult to resist, more unbearable, and more inexplicable. It’s really very painful. I don’t know how to describe this feeling, but I’ve had this feeling many times before. This feeling is really uncomfortable. I’ve already resolved everything. Do you think this is fair to me? I think it’s completely unfair to me, but you think it’s very fair.”
"Don't you think you're all incredibly selfish? I think you're absolutely selfish, unimaginably selfish. I really don't know how to describe your selfish behavior; it's truly speechless. If you think you're not selfish, then I can only say your thinking is wrong. You're just too selfish. I'm speechless about selfish people, and I don't know how to face you selfish guys. I just want to control everything, I just want to face everything. Maybe that way, I can find my way out, determine if this place is real or fake. If it's fake, then I'll find a way to escape. If it's real, then I'll find a way to change it. As long as I can change it, whether it's real or fake, it won't matter to me anymore. I won't care about any of that. But in reality, it's not like that. In reality, I still have to change it. Because I really care about this place, I really care about not wanting to face those bad things, those bad..." This situation is very bad for me. I just hope everything can resolve itself naturally, and that nothing unpleasant or pessimistic happens. Those pessimistic things really shouldn't happen, and they can't happen. If they do, the consequences will be unimaginable. You should all understand this, so I don't need to elaborate. I have so many things to do right now, a lot. I know I shouldn't be doing this, but I have no choice. I absolutely cannot not do it; the consequences will be very serious. You should all understand this, so I don't need to elaborate. If you can't understand, then you're overthinking it. But I think you should understand, you absolutely must understand. If you can't understand, then it's truly a very sad thing, truly very sad. There's nothing more to say, it's truly very sad. That's life. Whatever happens, happens. The price you pay and the things you ultimately face are all very painful.
"I don't know if you'll be willing to accept the things I'm about to do. If you're not, then pretend I didn't say anything. If you are, then you can take it as if I said anything. I don't want to do this either, but I have no choice. If I don't do this, the consequences will be very serious. I don't even know what to say anymore. I just hope things can go smoothly and resolve these so-called troubles. These troubles shouldn't have happened, but they did. Who's to blame? I think we should all be blamed. These troubles shouldn't have happened, but because of our existence, they had to appear. It's really a very bad thing." Everything can be explained, and once everything is clear, I feel much better. I don't know if it's real or fake, but at least it's clear. Once it's clear, the rest is none of my business. Really, the rest is completely out of my control. I don't need to care about anything, and I don't need to worry about anything. Let things do what they want. I don't need to care about anything else. If I did care, that would be a good thing, but unfortunately, I don't need to care about any of that, and it's pointless. So what's the point? Absolutely none of it. (End of Chapter)