Chapter 861
Chapter 861
"Life is just that bad, otherwise there wouldn't be so many tragedies, wouldn't you say, Your Majesty?"
"I've already driven my good brother away, why do you still come? Why can't you let my life have a little more happiness? It's a good thing if I'm a little happier, the more benefits I get, right? But you just won't let me be happy, what are you thinking? What are you plotting? I just don't understand why you hate me that much? I didn't ruin your relationship. Your relationship was already strained, after all, you practically wiped out his whole family. How could he not hate you under such circumstances? Even if he knew the truth, so what? Do you think he could not hate you? That's absolutely impossible, okay?"
"This is absolutely impossible, okay? You almost wiped out their entire family, how could they not hate you? Even if they were incredibly magnanimous, they still couldn't help but hate you, right? I think that's the truth, but you just won't believe it. What am I supposed to do? What am I supposed to do? I have no idea how to help you, and I can't help you. We're, no, I should say we're mortal enemies. If I help you, what would that mean to me?"
"This is a bad thing for me. I already chased him away, but you insisted on coming. Aren't you tired? I just don't understand. Are you that worried about my good brother? I can't possibly do anything bad to him. He's a grown man. What could I possibly do to him? Don't you think about me? Even if I wanted to do something bad to him, I don't have the ability or the power. I really don't have the slightest bit of strength to do anything bad to him. Why won't you believe me? You insist that I'm a bad person."
Fang Yu couldn't help but complain, and upon hearing Fang Yu's complaint, Her Majesty the Empress's face darkened, and she said:
"If you're not a bad person, then who is? Do you think you could be a good person?"
"I'm not a good person, but I'm definitely not a bad person either. If I were a bad person, how could I have changed so many tragedies, right? Or rather, how many tragedies do I have to change? Those tragedies shouldn't have happened in the first place, but because of your stupidity, your shamelessness, your lack of conscience, those tragedies have occurred one after another. Don't you feel guilty? I think you should feel guilty. If you don't feel guilty, then I can only say that the world is unjust. It's really too painful. Those tragedies one after another are really too painful. But what about you? You don't feel a single bit of remorse. Instead, you blame me, the savior. Do you think I wanted to be this savior? I never wanted to be a savior. I had no choice. If I had even the slightest way, I wouldn't have become this savior."
"Is this savior of mine of any use? This savior of mine is utterly useless, absolutely useless, otherwise I wouldn't have ended up like this. Human nature is so tragic, so sorrowful, you know? Human nature is so sorrowful, I don't even know what to say anymore. Human interaction should be a joyful thing, only in this way can problems be solved, really only in this way can those problems be solved. It's so painful, so incredibly painful. I'm really curious, are you really so cold-blooded and heartless? I've done so many good deeds, don't you have even the slightest bit of goodwill towards me? I admit I do have feelings for you, I admit that, but that's because you're good-looking. If it weren't for your good looks, I wouldn't have these feelings. If you were ugly, I even..." I wouldn't even glance at you. So the reason for all this is because you're good-looking. Do you understand? It's precisely because you're good-looking that I have any feelings for you. If it weren't for your looks, I wouldn't give you a single second, not even a fraction of a second. Really, I wouldn't give you any attention at all. I just hoped you could honestly deal with the things you should be dealing with. That way, so many tragedies wouldn't have happened. But why did you insist on letting those tragedies occur? Those tragedies shouldn't have happened. Why did they happen? Just because of your shamelessness! You're a shameless person, really, you're an extremely shameless person. I don't even know what to say about you. You're definitely a shameless person, otherwise, how could so many tragedies have happened? What do all those tragedies have to do with you?
"You can say it has absolutely nothing to do with you, not even the slightest bit. But if it had even the slightest connection, you wouldn't have ended up like this, in this state. Don't you think that makes sense? That's life. Life has to be like this. If it's not like this, it simply won't work."
"If it's not like that, then what will be the result? The result will be some things that we can't face, really, some things that we can't face but we have to face."
"It's really a tragic thing, really tragic, especially tragic. Do you think these tragic things should have happened to you? Should they have happened to other people? Should they have happened to those bastards? Don't you think so? None of those bastards are good people, not one of them is a good person."
"These tragedies should have fallen on them, not us. It's a pity those old bastards ran away faster than anyone else, so fast I wanted to kill them all. It's a shame I'm not strong enough, otherwise I really would have killed them all. It wouldn't have been difficult for me, and conversely, it wouldn't have been difficult for you either—I can guarantee that. It's just that you're unwilling. You want those old geezers, those old bastards, to help you do what you're supposed to do. But have you considered how incredibly stupid your thinking is? Absolutely stupid, there's no more stupid idea than yours. It's truly incredibly stupid. Only someone utterly stupid would try to solve a problem this way. It's just too stupid. I don't even know how to describe your situation. It's so stupid it's nauseating, you know? So stupid it's nauseating, incredibly stupid. I don't know what to do anymore. Well, I just hope you can be a little smarter. Although you are Her Majesty the Empress, your brain isn't actually that much smarter than my good brother's."
“I really wish you could be a little smarter, see through the essence of things, and do what you should do instead of getting entangled with me here. Even if you get entangled with me here, you won't get what you want. Really, you have absolutely no chance of getting what you want. Those things don't belong to you at all, and those things can't be given to you. Don't you understand these principles? You should understand, but you just don't. It's really a regrettable thing, so regrettable, utterly regrettable, an unimaginable regret, really. So I hope you can use your brain a little and stop thinking about those bad things. Those bad things are of no benefit to you, not even a little bit. Why do you still think about them? No matter how much you think about them, it's useless, absolutely useless.”
“I just hope you can survive a little bit, that’s all. I know you want to die, you really want to die. To be honest, I sometimes really want to die too. I know you want to die, and I understand you want to live, so don’t worry about what happens next. It won’t do any good, not even a little bit. Why bother with these things? Do they have any meaning for you? Absolutely none.”
"Your Majesty, you should be thinking about how to save this world, not wasting your breath on this nonsense. There's absolutely no need for you to spout this nonsense. You shouldn't be wasting your breath on this nonsense. You should be thinking about whether you have the ability to solve the problems this world is facing. The problems this world is facing are simply beyond my ability to resolve. You should understand that. You shouldn't be causing me trouble; you should be solving these problems. These are the problems you should be solving, after all, these are things you must do. Without you, doing these things is simply unrealistic. You should understand this." "Actually, regarding the Kunlun Realm, you should know that sometimes I don't know how to describe this world. Its foundation is truly powerful. If it weren't for this powerful foundation, it wouldn't have been able to persist until now. I acknowledge that, and I understand it. But I hope this world can become a little stronger and not do anything bad. That would be detrimental to everyone. You should understand this, and you should also understand that you shouldn't think you're invincible, nor that you can solve all the problems."
“I have never thought that I could solve all the problems, and you should know that very well. I have never thought that way, nor have I ever believed that way.”
Her Majesty the Empress was thoroughly enraged by Fang Yu's words, but even so, she did not reveal much of her anger.
Because now is not the time to turn against someone, now is really not the time to turn against someone, so she has no way to unleash all her killing intent and anger on Fang Yu. She knows that if she gets angry now, it will not be good for anyone. Under these circumstances, she has no choice at all, no other choice whatsoever.
"Your Majesty, your choice is excellent, and I am very pleased with your forbearance. But do you think that you can save the world with just these things? Don't you think you are being a bit too wishful? You are completely delusional."
"This is simply unrealistic, it's completely unrealistic, you should know that very well."
"I'm not talking nonsense to you, I'm just telling you the facts."
“Sometimes you have to understand what I mean. If you don’t, then the final result will not be good for either of us. You should understand that.”
"Everything I've done is for all of us, not for such a tiny bit of personal gain. Just like you think, don't I want to save this world? Save this Kunlun Realm? I want to save it, but I don't have the strength, I don't have the ability, you know? You know? If I had that ability, I would have already taken action to save it, but unfortunately I don't."
"Really, I don't have that strength yet. I really don't have that ability right now. Whether you believe it or not, that's the fact. That's the result. Whether you believe it or not, that's the fact and the result. I don't have that ability or skill. Really, I just want to do what I want to do."
"I actually have a lot to do, and I've never considered doing anything I don't want to do. If I don't want to, no one can force me; if I do want to, no one can stop me. I know this sounds incredibly stupid, incredibly foolish, truly incredibly foolish—it's pathetically stupid. But I don't care what others think of me, because I am a foolish person, I really am. I hope you can understand. If you can't understand, then pretend I didn't say anything, but I think there's still a possibility that I can be understood. Anyway, everything I've done is worthwhile; nothing is unworthwhile. This is what I should do, what I must do well, what I must accomplish. I hope you can understand, and I hope you are satisfied."
"If I said I hate you, would you believe me? I truly hate you, I loathe you terribly, and there's really no one who resents you more than I do. Because I know that all these terrible consequences are your fault, not anyone else's. These are all consequences caused by your stupidity, and they have nothing to do with anyone else. You should understand that." (End of Chapter)